Thank you for all the support Mari :hug:

Donna, I did understand what you wanted to say :hug:

I wish I could feel excited about my party, shame that school is absorbing all my joy :(

Love you all so much.

could you have a set time when you can think about your party. like set a time limit or a break in your day where you get to be excited and not miss out on those feelings?
hope this makes sense.
(((((HUGS))))))
bizi

It does make sense Bizi :hug:

Right now my problem is, that the stress is so high that you cant focus... I hate when I reach this limit ! :(

Oh my... This feeling is horrendous !

Dear Majo,

:hug: :grouphug: :hug: :grouphug:

It is hard to go to work everyday 12 hours a day.

Do what you can to keep yourself well.
We are counting you to be happy and healthy.

M

Thank you Mari.

Im going to try to talk with my main boss on tuesday.... I really want this semester to be over... :(

I feel butterflies thinking about the fact that the finnish men will be here in 10 days... :)

Maybe being busy with your cells will protect you from traveling musicians. Can you tell I'm a Gramma? Seriously though, if he's a good man he'll care about your needs. If he isn't a good man you don't want him.

Yeah, I have been alone 30 years, so I dont want a bad man at this point of my life :D

I have told him Im having trouble at work at the moment and he hasnt said much, so I think he doesnt care... On the other hand, it is only my fault that Im celebrating my birthday when Im supposed to close my semester :(

Oh well, Im tired of everything around me right now :(

You are worth the very best, no less. Praying for healthy cells, too. Strongly suggest bubble bath and chocolate, making a realistic list of the attributes that you hope to find in a partner. I was in a hurry too, at your age, and when I stopped looking, hubby of 20+ years came along. He was worth the wait.
(Not to say that the Finn isn't the right one - maybe he is.)

Mayo

He just may not have known what to say. And also may have been thinking
about a specific song. And just couldn't think about other things.

Its the way of a musician.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

Thank you so much for your words and support desr Ms Manic and Donna :) :hug: This week something has to work !