Mari is right Steve, take care of yourself. Fretting and worry is hard to control, but I think deep down your family cares about you deeply and want to make sure you are overwhelmed by all the health concerns. They need someone to keep up with the prayers and positive support.
Hugs to you,
Di

I am so sorry for all that you and your sister and your whole family is going through. I am still praying for her complete recovery.

Dear Steve,



Keep doing what you can to keep yourself together.

It is hard to deal with a family member in the hospital.


(Sometimes, it is even harder to deal with the family.)

M

Dear Steve

haven't heard from you in a while here... a bit worried.

how are you holding up?

any updates on how your sister is doing? have you been able to see her at all?

I am still keeping all of you in my thoughts and prayers....

~ waves ~

Thank you Waves. My sister has been a very good friend in the last three years.
She has been accepting me for who I am,and knows that I can't help my condition but so much.

I keep feeling sick in my stomach,and then I feel anxiety later,and depression. I feel helpless about the situation.

She was in ICU for two weeks. They have just moved her to another location in the hospital. Like I said,I feel sick in my stomach,and depression. I keep hearing bad news from many fronts. BF

Steve, if they moved her that means she is getting more stable...perhaps better they would not move her unless she was better.
((((((HUGS))))))
bizi

I'm still praying for her healing...

I'm sorry all of this is happening.

Oh Steve,

I wish I could make her all better. I hear you about feeling helpless, and it sounds as though you are afraid of losing her... she is a really special person, and you have a special rapport. I can understand feeling sick and anxious and depressed.

What Bizi said is true though, so try to bear that in mind - her being moved out of ICU is good news.

I hope you can manage to visit her. Is it problematic for you to take your own vehicle? (i recall you were depending on the family, but not sure why.) I know you don't want to upset anyone, but I think it is important for you to be able to be near her. There would still be a degree of feeling helpless I think, but I doubt as much. And not so isolated.

heartfelt hugs to you sweetie

~ waves ~

Thank you Bizi She's in a transitional phase in the hospital right now. Then they are going to put her in physical therapy. It might be a while before she can talk again. She can move one arm. BF

Thank you Butterfly. BF