[Nikko]

I am exhausted, yet I sleep more, although I still wake up once or twice a night.

My mom is okay. I need some down time from Mike, I need to express that to him. Plus his drinking until he goes to bed is bothering me, I know because he calls me, and I can tell. I want to spend more time with my friends, not always with his friends, which I think I got that point across.

It seems that there is always something I have to do, either housework, cooking, taking my mom someplace, Dr appt's, errands, etc.

I want a day just by myself, not in the house either. During the week at the pool would be perfect nobody is there, but it just doesn't happen, or my mom would want to go with me. Even her constant talking is driving me up a wall.

The phone ringing bothers me, I don't feel like talking to anyone.

I can feel the anxiety inside me from the moment I wake up. I feel the stress that surrounds me.

Guess I just needed to vent. Feeling weird, just sick of everything. I just want one stinking day alone.

Nikko