Actually you are important. I hope that the meeting with the LCSW helps.

M

TBI/PTSD I hope that you are feeling better through the transition from Military life,and back to civilian life.

I hope that all goes well moving in with your parents. I hope that you find security. BF:hug::hug::hug:

TBI/PTSD,

Things get better. You will achieve long periods of time when things are very good. Let the professionals help you get there.

Mari

Thanks guys
 

I am resigned to the fact that nothing matters. I take my medicine as directed and try to get thru the day. I would rather not be eating as much as I do at my parents but I am uncomfortable here, small price. Thee house is comfortable but it isn't my space, am grateful for it.

Today my mom and I are going for a walk and I will make dinner for the family. Tomorrow I have a massage and my mom is coming over to help me go thru my clothes and shoes for stuff to get rid of. This new life of mine doesn't require heels 8 bought a wetsuit for cooler weather kayaking.

Indeed to have a garage sale. My parents and doc think that I am getting rid of things in prep for dying and I don't think so, I am junt lightening my load.

I CANT WAIT UNTIL MY DOC APPT THURSDAY so I know if I am coming or going. Thanks for listening.

YOu might be able to bring trip with you if you decide to go, wasn't sure if you read that or not,
I am glad to hear you're going for walks.
Is it warm where you live?
bizi

I alarmed people at work once when I was giving away jewelry.
All I was doing was clearing out space in my life.

People do misinterpret our actions. I wish that they would listen to what we have to say. We work hard trying to explain what is going on in our heads and they still do not get it.

M

It's amazing how people misinterpret other peoples lives. Everyone of us thinks differently,and do things differently. That's just the way it is. People have limited understanding,and will never come close to knowing it all about people. It's a big mistake to judge people.

I've noticed that people never know what I'm going through,since I had anxiety attacks from my teenage years. It's a ongoing misunderstanding which is very aggravating,and I don't want to try to explain these things it to people who are so called((Normal)),because our conditions are so complex,and changeable at times . Heredity,traumatic experiences,and biochemical imbalances are very complicated. BF:hug::hug::hug:

steve you are so right about this.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Since this started....
 

I haven't wanted to exercise, eat well, get out of bed. I do keep shopping on line. Today I go to the doc. I am trying to put my wishes and desires aside and do what he thinks is best for me. I am giving up the power...I do hope he says I can go to my house and live with my pup just like bed like before. If I go to a resident program it will interfere with my yoga teacher training.

I have been taking two to three Ativan per day

I really appreciate you guys and am not sure I will have access to the computer if I go. I will is you.

Good luck TBI/PTSD

Donna :hug::grouphug: