Ugh I am stressing out because Mom was going to take us bed shopping and she had to cancel because she's sick, I need to get us two twins big time and I don't know when or how I will get that accomplished in time. I can't take Jackie in my car to go do this so I am somehow going to have to find them on my own locally and see about getting them delivered on the first. I have been sweating finding them for over a week now because none of the shops seem to have them, (we're getting pre-owned, a nice way of saying used) and I just feel like we're going to sleep on the floor if we don't get at least one bed. Stressing big time...

Do you have quick quater ads there?
or penny saver...any local classified ads that you could go to they may even be on line.
I am sorry thatyou are stressing about this...hang in there ...things will work out for you.
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bizi

That's a good idea bizi, I will have to see if I can pick one of those up when I go out tomorrow. I had to take 1/2 a lorazepam here a bit ago because it's just too much. I have hope, but still that demon of anxiety clings to me. It's better now then it was when I posted, but still.

Thanks for caring bizi.

I hate that anxiety monster....
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bizi

I know it's simply an awful feeling. I feel better this morning, but only because I had such a restful sleep. That CPAP machine really is helping with making me feel better both physically and emotionally.

Thanks for the hug bizi.

So today I went shopping and got a lot of organizing done. I went through clothes over the week and got a full black garbage bag full of clothes we no longer wear that have a lot of life left in them and I took them today to donate them along with some old toys Jackie doesn't want anymore to a local church where I go for clothes and other help occassionally. It's a nice feeling to give back you know? I also helped Jack walk out a heavy TV console to the dumpster, it wasn't easy but it's only a taste of what's to come, I know the moving will just be terrible and the heat here in Florida this time of year is simply awful.

Well it's going on day five and tonight we had chicken parmesean, it was delicious too! I hope that everyone has a awesome Memorial Day tomorrow, I think we'll be busy working on things for getting ready for the move.

Happy Memorial Day Pam. Moving can be stressful and adventuous at the same time. I'm glad you are getting better sleep now.

befuddled2

Thanks Barbara! I am sleeping so much better with the machine now it's like night and day. And the best part is I feel so much better, definitely not tired anymore like I used to be. It's going to be okay, I know it will but it's just scary right now thinking about how much work we've got. And so little time to get it done in. Today I am organzing clothes into garbage bags to lighten up the dressers and it should go okay. We're also cleaning the bathroom and kitchen today.