Hey Blue. I'm so sorry. We all relate to what you are saying. Have you seen a councilor recently? Don't blame yourself for mental health issues. You inherited this like the rest of us. I got worse steadily from when I was about 5,through 22,and then more later. I'm more stable,but I fight these issues all of the time.

I'm sorry Blue. Hang in there. We all love you. BF

Thank you for your support friends

Im so ****** right now.... I have to go back tomorrow to keep arguing about those silly documents... Surreal.

I have got a stiff neck thanks to this... Argh.

I hate the fact that I do everything to try to avoid/manage stress and suddenly: BOOM ! Things out of me or my hands happen and Im the worst managing stress that comes suddenly and it is others fault ! Insane...

Hey Blue. I know about the stiff neck problem very well. I use to get them all of the time. Now it's a pain in the chest. When I had stiff neck problems,I could hardly move my neck one way,or the other. It usually happened to me in crowds of people. Those neck muscles would stiffen up,and the more I thought about it,the stiffer my neck became. I'm use to having somewhat of a stiff neck now. The stiffness would sometimes affect the whole skeletal muscle system.

I hope that you feel better. BF

Hi Majo!

So sorry to hear of all the troubles. It's nice to see you though. I think about you all the time and wonder how you are.


waves

Thank you beautiful !

Hugs to you, Majo.

i am so glad you checked in even through you are going through such difficult times. i hope your neck feels better. we all love you
love
bobby

Uff, stiff muscles are horrible huh ? I think Im getting used to Steve.... and now that you mention it, I think I too get chest pain now when Im "in panic"... I thought it was my gastritis but, now that I think about it, it could be something else.... oh well.

Mary !!! haha, you know how much I love your emoticons right ? haha, you always make me smile

Thank you dear Bobby

G'day to you, blue.
I think about you often too.

The stiffness is maybe stress related.

Ahh, the trials and tribulations of a student life.
My daughter's last semester for the year just started last week and the lecturer messed up all the readings and didn't reply to emails and in the end she posted the page numbers and gave 60 students one day to go to the library to read certain pages from some rare Dutch books. Problem being we live over 100 k from this particular library and there are only 2 of these books in that library. blah blah blah What a mess!

All that aside, I hope you are able to get it all sorted out.

Hi there, blue! I figured that something was up, because I didn't see you much on Facebook, and I'e been wondering about you. I'm so sorry things have hit some bumps lately, but hopefully, you'll be free of at least some of them soon.

Just remember that I am rooting for you, and think about you often. Now I will be praying for you often, too.

Tare care of yourself...one foot in front of the other....