Gosh yep its a big thing when you lose a medicine. And I'm doing that all the time. I can totally relate. Also understand that its hard to have the front seat or back seat drivers too.

I also know that I can't handle it when I have all the extra hands telling me how to do this and that here and there. Seems I know how to do nothing,
until I want help.

Sorry you had such a scare.


Donna

Just hate that and i seem to be doing it more and more,even to
the point of chair tiping,and that kills my back. Glad you found it. Sue

Dear Pamster,
What a scare!
Sorry about the near miss accident...how scarey is that!
What a day.
It drives me crazy when I can't find something...I am a creature of habit and routine and like things in their places...so when something is a miss...I contact my hubby and ask him if he has used it...he is notorious for not putting things back where they belong.
anyway
hang in there bizi

I feel much better knowing that some of you have done this too and that you understand what I went through yesterday, I was so scared, but it worked out. It's so hard to deal with that kind of fear when you suddenly think you've let people you love down in a really horrible way. It would have been so awful to have to tell Jack that I lost our son's iportant medication like that. I was so afraid that I had let him and Jackie down for those ten minutes I scarbled to find his medication.

I hope to never have that happen again, since it's really the first time it happened to me I really didn't know what to do except to keep looking. It's all over now though and I feel so much better now. Thank you for the replies, again I am relieved no one was triggered by this, I feel it's better to be safe then sorry though and that is why I used trigger icons on this and the other thread.

Totally with all of you. When I get my mind set on something I am like a pit bull with BP and go crazy until I find what I am looking for or the chore is done.
It will come in handy when I go back to work but I could do without the manic part of it.

I hear you on the manic part, I think it's probably the hardest thing to deal with because it can feel good sometimes and other times it's like you don't feel comfortable in your own skin no matter what you do.

Hope things go well with the job hunting. While we were out yesterday Jack was saying I ought to go back to work and get a desk job somewhere in the city. I personally don't think it would work out to be worth it since we'd have to pay for health insurance and I don't see us being able to cover everything on what I could conceiveably make in the workplace.

I'm so glad the medication problem was quickly resolved.

As far as the job, well I think part time might be better to start off with. Then you wouldn't lose your SSDI or benefits.

I personally don't know how in the world I could work with having to care for my mom, my BP II, my severe pain issues, and then all the household things I have to do.

Just my 2 cents.

Hugs, Nikko