Tonight, A friend asked me to join her to go listen to some music in a neighborhood that I am not really familiar with. She asked if I was going to drive so I said sure.
We drove there and I immediately got lost. We finally found a place to park. We listened to some music and took a brief walk around the festivities....but I got disoriented and could not remember where we had parked the car. She reassured me that she knew....
Then we decided to leave and go get some desert at this new shopping area. I parked and got disoriented there too.
We ate ice cream and wondered around window shopping and I could not relate to any thing we looked at. I never window shop.
She said she wanted to see the new cost co so we went there and it was getting ready to close so we quickly went in. It was so big and overwhelming. Great prices for bulk items. This new shopping area is huge and there are new streets and traffic lights to the main road....
We figured out how to get home.
When I came home I was so depressed.
I told jeff that I am so immature.
so closed in my own little world. so dependent on others and him.
I am afraid....
I meet new people everyday. I write out clear directions to their house and have a good GPS. to get me home and such.
I was so disoriented so easily...
I feel weak, like a child.
I told jeff that I did not have it in me to plan a big trip that I felt unstable.
He said he would plan it.
sigh
I feel so dependent....
bizi