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Old 05-19-2017, 06:21 AM #1
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By the time I went out to play the lottery and get my coffee yesterday it was 92 degrees and very humid. It was a very short trip out, but enough to drain me. I didn't do anything when I got home, which is okay because I cleaned the cat boxes and bathroom the day before.

I have to go grocery shopping today. It will be in the 80's. Saturday will be in the low 70's, and would be better, but I'm not willing to deal with another weekend ****show again. I'm not picking up a lot because I'm only shopping for a few days because I don't have a lot of cash and hope my debit card will be here soon.

I'm going to try to get out early again... when it will be cooler.

I hope to do some kind of cleaning around here afterwards. I don't know what. I guess it depends on what I'm up for.
I will not do laundry until Monday. I'm ****ing sick of it!!!
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Old 05-19-2017, 08:39 AM #2
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You do so much laundry for corey. Has he ever done it himself?????
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Corey never does laundry now. But when I was so manic I was out of my mind and/or had to crawl (ataxia+already being handicapped), couldn't see and had other severe or significant side effects from meds, he had no choice. He only did it every couple of weeks though and I would have to keep washing undies in the sink. But he did it. He also cooked sometimes and drove me to doctor's appointments until it was safe enough for me to take cabs on my own. He was far from happy about any of it tho.

I'm glad I went grocery shopping yesterday. The store was quiet and I breezed right through. But it was very hot out, so I had to make two trips to bring in the perishable items, which wouldn't last trunk because of the heat. I was totally drained by the time I was done. I was ready for my nap by the time I got home around noon. These trips out aren't too bad for me though. I need to build up some tolerance to the heat because I can't hide inside all summer.

I had 4 scripts to pick up, too. I'm running out of the cash I took out before I cancelled my card. I could go to the bank this morning to withdraw more. IDK if I will get going early enough to get there in time tho.

Rocky woke me up at 5 this morning by crawling all over my body, and he is a BIG boy. I turned over into a defensive position on my side, but he wouldn't give up and kept rubbing all over me and gently scratching my face. I guess he was harassing my husband too, and we finally got out of bed at 6 because we had had enough. It is cute/sweet, but really not so much when you're trying to sleep in for once.
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rocky sounds so persistently lovable. I annoy my cats!
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I hope you are able to make it to the bank. It would make me nervous to not have any cash around for emergencies etc.
sorry about the heat, think it is supposed to rain today for us. did I tell you that it snowed 3 feet where jeffs friends cabin is at 8500 feet elevation in boulder CO????
Texted me photos and it is a winter wonder land there.
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I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9,
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Rocky can be very affectionate when he wants to be. He was back at it this morning around 4:30am and I got up around 5:30. Buddy is so affectionate with me it can really get annoying and he's pretty possessive. Dottie spends a lot of time in the bedroom, but she just turns up and either meows at me or head butts me when she wants attention. They all sleep with me when I take a nap. Only Buddy sleeps with us at night... in my crotch lol.

Winter Wonderland my ***! I'm sick of snow! But I hope Jeff is enjoying it
We are getting a break from the heat. It's going to be in the 60's to low 70s this week with some rainy days.

I didn't get to the bank yesterday, but things worked out because I got my new debit card in the mail!!!
My husband will be in NH today, so I will make him buy cartons of cigarettes, saving me a trip, but I won't have to make him withdraw money so I can buy cat food, etc tomorrow.

I slept a lot yesterday. I hope I have more gas in the tank today, not that I plan on doing anything. I decided to give myself the weekend off. Not sure what I'm doing tomorrow, aside from buying cat food.
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6 hour nap yesterday and was still exhausted. I don't know why I'm especially tired lately. I haven't done anything in DAYS

I have a lot of things I want to get done, so it's not a good time for me to go through another bout of extreme fatigue. I have a really hard time pulling myself out of these episodes, so I hope this is short-lived.

I absolutely have to go out and buy cat food, but I'm already ready to go back to bed. I'll throw my *** in the shower, and maybe I'll feel more alert. I think hoping to do more when I get home is asking too much today
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you don't want to order it from chewy.com? it comes so fast
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I am sorry kay that you have been so fatigued.....
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I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9,
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I didn't have my debit card in time to order from Chewy.com and ran out of cat food, so I had to go to PetSmart. I'll order from Chewy the next time I need it tho because it's a lot cheaper. I need to buy a cat carrier because Dottie is too fat for hers now, so I checked out their prices... very good.

I was so tired yesterday I didn't take my morning meds until I got home from running errands around noon. I know I can't make a habit of that, but it was a good choice because even though I skipped the Klonopin, they knocked me out. Had I taken them in the morning, I wouldn't have been able to drive, and the cats wouldn't have any food.

I'm doing laundry now. I was lucky and the machines were empty... no waiting, so it should be over with quickly, aside from the folding.

I'm hoping I can do more today.
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