[mymorgy]

that is a a nightmare. thank goodness banks are good about this

[OhKay]

Even though my anxiety is so high, I'm going to have to cut back on the Klonopin because taking 2+mg is making it way too hard to wake up from naps. I'm going to have to limit myself to 1 1/2mg even if it means I'm going to have to suffer a little.

I'm staying in today. It will be a good opportunity to get some housework done and maybe check one or two things off my "moving-soon list".

[bizi]

I hope you have a good day. Going from 2.5mg is a big jump to 1.5mg, you may want to go to 2mg to start for a while unless the 2.5mg was only for a short amount of time, I can't remember.
Good luck getting some of your move list things checked off. Don't tax your self too much.
I hope you have a nice day.
love bizi

[OhKay]

Lately, I've been averaging 1.5-2mg vs. the normal 1mg I always take in the morning. The (2) 2.5mg doses were not business as usual. My script is for 1-3mg a day prn. Because of the nature of my anxiety, my pdoc just wants me to take what I need when I need it. She's not concerned about the ups and downs... right or wrong.

I'm trying really, really trying hard not to search for apartments right now or look at the calendar so I (hopefully) will be less stressed out. I will not have any answers from the 3 leads I have until at least the beginning, maybe the middle, of next month, so I guess that's a more logical time to start looking.

I called and filed a complaint with my bank yesterday about the Dominos charge. We should get the money back in 7-10 business days. It was a small amount of money, so I'm not really worried about it.
I have to go food shopping tomorrow and realized this morning that I need to fill 4 prescriptions by Saturday, and need other things at CVS, so I wish I took out more money.

It's going to be over 95 degrees out today. Usually I would just stay inside, but it's my lottery/coffee day. I'll go out early because according to my weather app it will be 86 degrees by 10am.

[bizi]

I am thinking of you this morning....be careful in the heat!
bizi

[OhKay]

By the time I went out to play the lottery and get my coffee yesterday it was 92 degrees and very humid. It was a very short trip out, but enough to drain me. I didn't do anything when I got home, which is okay because I cleaned the cat boxes and bathroom the day before.

I have to go grocery shopping today. It will be in the 80's. Saturday will be in the low 70's, and would be better, but I'm not willing to deal with another weekend ****show again. I'm not picking up a lot because I'm only shopping for a few days because I don't have a lot of cash and hope my debit card will be here soon.

I'm going to try to get out early again... when it will be cooler.

I hope to do some kind of cleaning around here afterwards. I don't know what. I guess it depends on what I'm up for.
I will not do laundry until Monday. I'm ****ing sick of it!!!

[bizi]

You do so much laundry for corey. Has he ever done it himself?????
bizi

[OhKay]

Corey never does laundry now. But when I was so manic I was out of my mind and/or had to crawl (ataxia+already being handicapped), couldn't see and had other severe or significant side effects from meds, he had no choice. He only did it every couple of weeks though and I would have to keep washing undies in the sink. But he did it. He also cooked sometimes and drove me to doctor's appointments until it was safe enough for me to take cabs on my own. He was far from happy about any of it tho.

I'm glad I went grocery shopping yesterday. The store was quiet and I breezed right through. But it was very hot out, so I had to make two trips to bring in the perishable items, which wouldn't last trunk because of the heat. I was totally drained by the time I was done. I was ready for my nap by the time I got home around noon. These trips out aren't too bad for me though. I need to build up some tolerance to the heat because I can't hide inside all summer.

I had 4 scripts to pick up, too. I'm running out of the cash I took out before I cancelled my card. I could go to the bank this morning to withdraw more. IDK if I will get going early enough to get there in time tho.

Rocky woke me up at 5 this morning by crawling all over my body, and he is a BIG boy. I turned over into a defensive position on my side, but he wouldn't give up and kept rubbing all over me and gently scratching my face. I guess he was harassing my husband too, and we finally got out of bed at 6 because we had had enough. It is cute/sweet, but really not so much when you're trying to sleep in for once.

[mymorgy]

rocky sounds so persistently lovable. I annoy my cats!

[bizi]

I hope you are able to make it to the bank. It would make me nervous to not have any cash around for emergencies etc.
sorry about the heat, think it is supposed to rain today for us. did I tell you that it snowed 3 feet where jeffs friends cabin is at 8500 feet elevation in boulder CO????
Texted me photos and it is a winter wonder land there.
Take your day as it comes.
love to you
bizi