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Old 02-22-2017, 07:55 PM #1
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I feel for you Kay.

WIsh I could help.

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The maintenance guy showed up at 9am sharp. He just replaced the burner I was having a problem with (this time) even though I told him it's already been replaced twice already. He asked me about the confusing work order about the "master bedroom," and I told him about the cold showers. He said he was going to look at the boiler and never came back. He forgot to turn the burner off before he left, and when I went to cook dinner last night, the other large burner wouldn't heat up without fiddling with it. The stove is a piece of ****. The whole apartment is a piece of ****.

I see my GYN this morning and I have some questions for her. Some are, and some aren't, directly related to the surgery. I hope to get the pre-op testing out of the way today when I won't be dehydrated after doing the colon cleanse. I should feel better after getting these things out of the way.

The GYN appointment is at 10am and I have a dentist appointment at 3pm... not exactly ideal. I have several errands to do in the meantime, but I don't want to push myself because it will already be a long day.
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isn't that too much also the dentist is something simple. I hope you move. you don't need this constant stress with everything else.
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Wow, Kay this sounds like a very busy day.
I hope things go your way and that you can rest when you get home.
Maybe call in for dinner????
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I ran a few errands between the GYN and dentist, and it was WAY TOO much. In my mind it doesn't seem like a lot until I reach the point of no return and suffer for my foolishness

I woke up yesterday with what seemed like a cold, but my symptoms responded very well to Allegra-D. I had my blood drawn the day before, and I hope the results weren't off because of it. If I'm sick they won't do the surgery. Whatever this is has about a week to go away (unless my GYN is concerned about my WBC count or something and has already decided to delay the surgery). I think I will be fine by then because it's about time to take the Allegra again and I feel SO MUCH BETTER than yesterday. I have the cold sweats, but no fever and no other cold symptoms yet this morning.

So I decided to go easy on myself yesterday. I nixed the grocery shopping and just picked up TP at the pharmacy around the corner, but I'll have to get it done today. Oh, how I hate it! With my husband home from work this week, my list is long. I think I'll force myself to shop twice.

He really needs this vacation. I thought he would be celebrating his freedom last night, but he was grouchy lol. I hope he doesn't catch whatever I have and can start enjoying his time off soon.
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I hope you too and the kitty cats can enjoy the time together!
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Even if you have to make 3 quick trips to the store, let corey help you get the bags since he is going to be home.
please take care of yourself and rest as much as you can, you want to get over this crude that you are feeling. plenty of fluids eat well no dieting this week.
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I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9,
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You sill have surgery on friday before I leave. I will be away from the computer for a week. I will send you positive energy and love on friday.
I hope things go smoothly and that corey is there for you.
I hope the weather cooperates too.
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I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9,
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I never texted my sister last night, but I probably will tonight. I don't feel like I need to explain the surgery to her since she didn't consider it important enough to call me about. I'm not texting her the details because I'm having a lot of **** done, and if she wants to know about it, she can call me. I just need to know if she'll be available if my husband needs her or not. The surgery's tentatively scheduled for 7:30am, and I anticipate she'll have some sort of problem with that. Everything seems to be an inconvenience...

I am not scared, but am starting to get a little anxious about it now. I think more than anything I really just want to get the damned thing over with. This cyst has caused my so many problems I can't wait to get rid of it, and it will be wonderful not to have to deal with the side effects of birth control anymore. 3 more days.

After the surgery, I will write a quick note to let you all know I am okay.


Either today or tomorrow my husband and I are supposed to go to the nearby outlet stores together. I need to buy more shirts. I can only wear long sleeves now, and pretty soon they will be disappearing from all the racks. I was pretty surprised he said he would go. Maybe he'll back out? IDK. I'll go without him.
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you seem to be in a very vulnerable position right now. Your sister doesn't sound trustworthy or compassion. I am so sorry. I know how much that can hurt. How is corey's drinking now that he is away from work? I pray that he comes through for you.
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