call them back and ask to be put on a cancellation/waiting list. they may be able to get you in quicker. But you have to call them about it, you can't assume that they will do this, call.
good luck
bizi

Dear Gethprime,

I know how brutal anxiety can be
I'm so sorry that you are suffering to this degree right now

Please try calling your councilor's office and ask him/her to try to get you in to see a pdoc earlier because you need to see someone WAY before August, and he/she knows that, and hopefully has some pull with a pdoc in the area. Sometimes exceptions can be made. It is definitely worth asking. I would be a pain in the *** about it.

Try to do what you can to distract yourself before your anxiety can get to 10. I know that it is hard

Sometimes when I'm having major issues with my anxiety and it keeps flaring up, I will hum to myself. It works best to prevent an attack as a distraction, but works to calm during an event, too.