It finally hit me. My friendship with my neighbors has changed significantly and will never be the same. We are still friends. It just won't be the extended family I have been used to for so long. 11 years with Mike and 3 years with Angie.

They are 2 hours away.

I bawled all night last night and am still weepy today.

I hate crying. I wish it would just stop and I would be able to adjust right now. I am so impatient with myself.

My horoscope keeps telling me to take care of myself. LOL. Guess it's time.

I don't really know what to do with my time. I feel lost and so lonely.

My husband just held me and let me cry. He patted my head and kept saying that it would be ok. He's so damned sweet.