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12-26-2017, 09:24 AM | #1 | |||
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yesterday marci came over to drop off a jamaican black cake and red snapper and mac and cheese and wild rice and mushrooms for xmas.it was so nice of her. I ate the whole cake. it was actually half a cake. i just feel like crying but i can't. it is like i am high and low
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12-27-2017, 02:10 AM | #3 | |||
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I am doing better. I had my hair cut which I have been dreading with a new person. He was wonderful. Then the rabbi who visited me once called and asked if she could come over. I said my place was messy but she could come if she didn't mind, She is delightful, she says she wants to come twice a month because she knows how alone I am. She said she might even come on weekend day She did some of my exercises with me. she gave me something to look forward to.
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12-27-2017, 04:45 AM | #5 | |||
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I do like her a lot. even though she is a do giver(I can't think of the phrase) she doesn't seem like one. She doesn't seem like a rabbi.. I think she was a dancer before. Her husband plays a instrument.
the haircut was a huge relief. My hair does whatever it wants to do so if I don't get a good cut it looks horrid. It is like playing russian roulette when choosing a hair cutter. I gave him a ten dollar tip for a thirty five dollar cut. He was very appreciative. Even with all that goodness I am high and low. I did something i shouldn;t have done. I wrote my youngest nephew who I haven't seen since the stroke and told him about the rabbi and her visiting me twice a month so I won't be so alone. In the Jewish tradition you are supposed to look after seniors and the mentally ill. I didn't write that. It really hurts. I don't think I want him to visit. it is too late/they have caused me so much pain. they think they are good jews but they aren't. i feel like writing directly to them that. maybe I would feel better then and get rid of some of this pain. then i wouldn't be a good jew Last edited by mymorgy; 12-27-2017 at 09:13 AM. |
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12-28-2017, 06:30 AM | #7 | |||
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There's a chance that one or more of the nephews or children or wives
have a mental illness. (I assume that everyone has their own version of it) But I am not making excuses for their whatever it is. M |
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