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07-23-2018, 06:36 PM | #701 | |||
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it is called many things, atkins, high protein, keto diet.
all the same premise. high protein low carb. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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07-24-2018, 08:57 AM | #702 | |||
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I'm glad that Jeff loves you as you are, but he's not helping you with your weight loss goals
I'm sorry that you are so unhappy in your own skin, Bizi |
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07-24-2018, 06:21 PM | #703 | |||
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I am pretending to diet. eating and drinking freely.
not going to lose weight this way. hubby is cooking tonight. an avocado stuffed with white cheddar cheese then wrapped in hamburger and then wrapped in bacon. they are huge! He put them on the grill and are cooking as I write. For lunch I had a stuffed bell pepper, because the shrimp was way to salty I returned it to the kitchen at sandras...Swiss chard and fruit salad was lunch. so very good. hubby joined me. During the summer it is so nice to have him join me for lunch. Work day went well. so good day. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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07-24-2018, 11:35 PM | #704 | |||
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I drank too much...went to bed/passed out early before washing my face or taking my meds.
woke up at 10;40 and took night meds/washed face and took 4 tums as my tummy is not too hot. tried to drink 2 glasses of water but felt like that was a bad idea on my queasy stomach. I hope I don't end up getting sick. I don't think it was the quantity of alcohol that I drank it was the timing. I drank strong beers fast, in a short amount of time. sigh bizi I thanked hubby for dinner. I hardly remember eating it. I do remember it was delicious...I ate the whole thing, hubby did not. ________________
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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07-25-2018, 08:38 AM | #705 | |||
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My thinking is off. It is hard to explain.
Admitting to myself that I am an alcoholic....some how I am going to prove it. And just drink as much as I can The drinks that I drink are high alcohol content, that is where I got into trouble. My thinking is wrong. it is like "yes I can drink because I am an alcoholic"....like I am giving myself permission to drink. Does that make any sense? bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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07-25-2018, 09:18 AM | #706 | ||
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Yes, Bizi it makes sense you are trying to tell your self its okay to
be an alcoholic and drink and be that way. So when you decide its not you will be ready to stop or try to stop. I think you are just working your way through this issue. Donna |
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07-25-2018, 09:18 AM | #707 | |||
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It sounds like you are not just giving in, but in a way, giving up right now
It seems like you have been having some issues with situational depression lately. Maybe it is more than that now, and time for you to contemplate whether or not you may be clinically depressed, and ask for some temporary med adjustments |
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07-25-2018, 09:26 AM | #708 | |||
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Thank you for your replies....
stinking thinking..... bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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07-25-2018, 07:47 PM | #709 | |||
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chronic substance abuse is my official title on my GP notes.
which is a new way of saying alcoholic. so I know that I am , it runs in my family. I come by it honestly. That is what my sister has said. I just thought that my bipolar was out of whack. guess I can't blame it on that. sigh bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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07-25-2018, 09:01 PM | #710 | ||
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Bizi
Well then it just means its going to be harder to get it to go away. You have to work harder with those kind of things. IF you chose to do the af again. Good luck. Donna |
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