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12-08-2018, 01:58 AM
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I haven't heard from him. I heard from cecilia. she said she couldn't do it this weekend. she said could I make Pika happy. It would be traumatic for her. I said yes because she is coming from a great background . she asked if I asked the board since we are supposedly only are supposed to have two cats and a dog. I said no but after three months it is okay. I don't want to ask them and she is a little kitty. that gets me a little nervous. the worse I think could happen was I would have to find another home for her. they couldn't thrown me out I don't think at my age.
I think she is out of town this weekend so I don't know what to write courtney if he is still interested. I want to write him something. I guess I will say that cecilia is going to agility trials this weekend but next weekend should be find. I pray we are still on. I am so wound up and depressed. I am so stressed. I might try to read. the itches are all back all over the place. I put on calamine lotion and so far it is not working.my whole body is itching and crawling sensation. |
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12-08-2018, 09:26 AM
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I ams orry about the itch returning.
Are there any new products that you are using soap washing detergent, shampoo? You sound miserable. (((((HUGS)))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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12-08-2018, 10:13 AM
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nothing new. I wonder if it is stress. I haven't heard from him. I bet he has changed his mind about me. scratch scratch
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12-08-2018, 02:13 PM
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S- so unhappy to read that you itching is back!
 I'm glad that you finally heard back from Cecilia, but I'm so sorry that you're still in limbo and stressed out I hope you hear back from Courtney soon, too
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12-08-2018, 04:17 PM
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I think it is over. I haven't heard from him all day. I am beyond upset. I haven't taken any medicine all day for blood pressure or anything. can;t get myself to do it
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12-08-2018, 08:34 PM
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Wisest Elder Ever
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bobby,
I don't understand your not taking your meds????? bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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12-09-2018, 02:05 AM
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just couldn't get myself to do it. i am feeling very self destructive. I just feel so awful. I was so looking forward to that kitten. Now I am not looking forward to anything. I can;t feel compassion for myself. I am having a hard time feeling compassion for cecilia. I got into a bit of a disagreement with zeynep.
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12-09-2018, 08:04 AM
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took my medicine. physically I was really hurting. My back, legs and stomach hurt. My depression is full force. I tried to read but couldn't. this kitten thing was a shock to my system. also this cecilia thing was a shock. she added in her message what was wrong. my voice sounded funny. i wrote and said I was very depressed. I hope she doesn;t call me for a while because I don't know if I will be able to control myself. Abby isn't that affectionate
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12-09-2018, 08:16 AM
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Wisest Elder Ever
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bobby, maybe the new kitten will be affectionate?
Are you still getting pika? sorry about your depression being so bad right now. And for your troubled relationships. ((((HUGS)))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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