I don't know when I will get the antidepressant. There seems to be some problem. The doctor knows. I have an appt for Pudge at 9. Cecilia is going to help me because I have trouble carrying the carrier.
Pudge ate like a pig last night and she ate the dry food this morning but not that much. Abby threw up yesterday and today.
a very nice woman in the building is starting a club for people who live alone here. I signed up. I am looking forward to it.
I am trying not to go to ebay.
I feel very morbid . robert has been wonderful to me and I think he will like the computer I picked out.
I forgot if I mentioned that I had dinner on saturday with my friend who I hardly see. she is so wonderful. I am blessed.
I wish I weren't bipolar. I can't seem to handle it. I worry so very much. right now the irritability has passed. I am afraid of God which I should be. I try to think of all the beautiful things in nature which is His creation and that helps the fear. so many bad things happen and I dwell on them.

I am sorryI thought robert was going to fix your computer?
but here you say you have picked out a new one?
Maybe I am not reading it right???
either way I am glad that you have robert in your life to help you.

He sounds like a good friend.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

Bizi

I think Robert is fixing her key board that is sticking for her.
So she doesn't have to buy the computer now a new keyboard.

Which if going to buy a new computer that makes sense.
To have him fix the old keyboard.. Yah to Robert.

I'm glad the nice lady is starting a group in the apartment complex.

Donna

I am running out of space on my old computer.that is why I need a new one

I hope that Pudge is doing o.k. now.

And Abbey? I hope she is o.k.

I still haven't gotten the blood work results. I have been busy. robert showed whatI was doing wrong with the keyboard. I was just supposed to hit shift for symbols and hit capital lock for caps. I bought a computer and I think it was a scam. I* looked the company on the internet. I canceled my credit card and wil get a new one in one or two days. I am also trying to cancel a software package to transfer data from one machine to another. robert didn't like it. I hope it is not too late. what a f@#king mess I made today but at least I know what computer I will buy once I get a new credit card. I bought prescription cat food that costs a fortune and had trouble getting that right.

pudge hasn't eaten yet. I should get the new food tomorrow.actually abby hasn't eaten yet. Just a bath. feeling still very anxious about pudge.

Sorry, Bobby.

I will be reading, but not posting on your thread for a while.

Love,
Kay

pudge's blood work came out normal. the vet said she might be starting inflammatory bowel disease

Pudge ate this morning and seemed to have a lot more energy. I was so relieved. Abby is peppy too. they mean so much to me. I see the pdoc today and hopefully he will give me more samples of the antidepressant since I haven't gotten them from the pharmacy. I feel I am carrying a heavy load and still want to cry. I can't take stress. I didn't buy anything from ebay and hopefully will just stay away from it. The buying got so out of control and I have no room for the clothes I bought. I have to look and see what I can throw out to make room. My p.t. is coming along. I am really scared of God. I had such fear when I had the explosion and thought I died.