lately I have been getting the painful depression. I haven't been fooling around with my medications. when I eat ice cream i am not depressed while i am eating it. today i go for the eye exam. I am not as worried as before. I am worried about something else but not as worried as before and it has to do with money. I feel as if I am ready to cry but tears won't come. I wish I could cry. i feel like a cry baby without the tears

Have you ever tried cymbalta for pain and depression?
I am sorry you can't cry.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

I don't think I have ever tried that. I will ask my pdoc. The eye exam went well. I need a stronger prescription but no damage from diabetes etc. The cataracts are still little.He told me to watch the first 10 minutes of the steven cobert show on cbs at 11:30 at night when he trashes Trump. He said it is hilarious. He also said there is a cartoon website which I would probably enjoy. He said off the ice cream and maybe get a recumbent indoor bike.

a former friend called me from my past. I hadn't spoken to her in over 25 years. she is a great grandmother now. She married young and had children young.. when it gets cooler we will get together we will get together for lunch. Her family always has tons of problems and it never stopped. Her two daughter are divorced and one was beaten by her husband. Her close friend and hair dresser died of aids. Her son married somebody from Kiev who stopped working and wants to come here and who he now supports. He is an obsessive compulsive. Her ex husband is 95- He is still a part of her life. I realize I missed hearing all the vicissitudes of her life. She wasn't a good listener. I am sort of shaken by her phone call. I mentioned that I was bipolar but she didn't seem to comment and I told I had a stroke and she said how her ex husband who I knew had had three.
I see my pdoc this thursday. I can't wait to see what he says about cymbalta. My antidepressants don't work and I am so depressed.

Bobby,

Sorry that the antidepressants don't work.


M

That is interesting...25 years from the past is a long time.
good luck with her.
bizi

I have been just so sad

I am sorry you have been sad.

Does listening to music help?
((((HUGS))))
bizi

nothing seems to help except the kitty cats

I am glad that you have them to love and comfort you.
bizi