I am glad you connected with her.
nice to feel emotions too.
bizi

I'm glad that you had a nice visit with your friend and felt so connected with her! She gave you a lot of positive things to think about :hug:

I'm sorry that you didn't feel a connection with the friendly visitor from Dorot. Maybe next time you will feel more comfortable with her.

Are you still taking the religious classes? Did they help you feel closer to God at all? Have you read from the Bible in the past? Maybe you could look up some passages on the internet that you may find helpful :hug::hug::hug:

Leonard Cohen = One of our best poets and songwriters.:)

He was Canadian. I love his singing Hallelujah! Leonard Cohen - Hallelujah ((Live In London - Video Edit)) - YouTube
I didn't know he wrote Suzanne

I won't see the woman again. Yes I am taking the classes. I haven't read much of the Bible. Suri told me to start reading the Psalms again and then maybe I won't have to suffer but read about David's closeness with God and his always asking for help and expressing his love. I thought it was a good idea. I took some classes in the Psalms but they were too intellectual. The Rabbi was really learned.
Yesterday I crashed.

What do you mean when you say you "crashed"?

I got severely depressed. This morning I woke up and I was fine.

what a roller coaster. this must be so hard to deal with.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

I woke up really depressed and itchy. I am meeting stella for lunch. I don;t want to be alone on Yon Kippur even though you are not supposed to eat

I'm sorry that you woke up so depressed, Bobby :hug::hug::hug:
Honestly, your bipolar disorder seems very complex to me. You are up and down from day to day sometimes, and that's rather rare :hug:

I'm glad that you are going out to lunch with Stella. I think that God will understand that you aren't being adherent on this occasion because you aren't feeling well and need the company of a friend :hug::hug::hug: