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03-12-2018, 06:36 PM
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one of my Rabbi's visited me this morning. She sort of gave me permission to tell my nephews how badly they hurt me. I wrote to the one who sends me pictures of his sons and told him how I talked about my family to her and they don't care that I am mentally ill. That isn't being a good Jew. I wrote a follow up and said I was in so much pain
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03-12-2018, 07:31 PM
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I am sorry for your pain
 ((((HUGS))))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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03-13-2018, 03:36 AM
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I think I did the right thing. I was vascillating (sp) all night about what I did.
I really don't have a family. Another one I hear from the Jewish holidays in a form letter which is coming up. I feel like telling him to shove it, if he writes to me I will write him back that I will pray for him. It is really scary being all alone Last edited by mymorgy; 03-13-2018 at 05:38 AM. |
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03-13-2018, 05:59 AM
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tearing up a letter or shredding it. Or you could send it back "return to sender. not at this address." |
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03-13-2018, 06:15 AM
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I think you did the right thing by writing the letter, too. I hope that you felt at least a little release after writing down your feelings and pressing "send"
 I'm sorry that these s***heads are all that's left of your family But I'm glad that you have some very good friends, and we love you, and are always here for you
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03-13-2018, 06:47 AM
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I think the Rabbi sort of gave me the okay. I don;t know if she picked up how much I suffer from them. I did make peace with my father a few months before he died.My sister still haunts me.. I treasure this group and run to it, I have a few very close friends. It isn't the same as family.
I love what you call them lol love bobby I fit the pattern of the mentally ill so right on but I think we are the normal ones. |
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03-13-2018, 08:02 AM
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I am glad you feel better bobby.
I hope you have a stress free day. ((((HUGS))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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03-13-2018, 05:51 PM
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most of the stress has returned. it is like losing my family all over again and all the unpleasant memories coming back
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