[bizi]

Halloween went well, almost ran out of candy. There were a couple hundred kids. 11days Alcohol free. a solid 3 pounds down since 10-21-19 my great nieces birthday. My twin Gretchen is visiting her in new york, they spent a week with the infant and is loving every minute. This is her first grand child. The baby's name is Emerson Lou. We have not had a new baby in the family in 25 years. I think she will be spoiled. lol She has to go back to Indy tomorrow.

It is supposed to be 41 low for the night and high tomorrow is 63. with winds gust up to 20mph. so it will be in the 50's most of the afternoon and windy. It is homecoming foot ball game tomorrow and we have to go to the game. My hubby won distinguished professor and they are presenting him along with the other winners. There will be free food and drinks there.

I don't want to sabotage my diet.
I am going to wear my long underwear. and parka. If I get cold then my Raynauds flares up in my fingers and toes, they turn white and burn.
I know that some of you have had snow already, I feel for you.
Remember to set your clocks back Saturday night. Love fall back!
I am back to having a bandaid on my thumb so that is not good.
Hattie our cat who has cancer on her back continues to lose weight.
Jeff does the dressing changes every night to the wound. She doesn't seem to be in any pain that we can tell. To hold the dressing in place he uses a thunder coat like for anxiety. It wraps around her body and velcros in place. It is very effective.....even so Hattie has been able to wiggle out of it a few times......
anyway.
Carol from AA let me go.....maybe I mentioned that already?
Saw Robin my therapist. I like her and feel that she can help me.
Have been a bit anxious, antsy....
called my pdoc about starting me on a medication the combines naltrexone and welbutrin for weight loss. She said no because she felt that could trigger mania....sigh I am impatient to lose this weight.
I hope the restless legs were a one night occurrence and not something that happens all of the time. I had to take 1mg of ativan to calm myself down. I am not supposed to take benzos....oh well these will last for quite a while. When they run out I will get them on line.
I send hugs to those who need them:
(((((((HUGS)))))))
bizi

[mymorgy]

the baby must be precious! 25 years wow. you never have a problem losing weight when you are AF. It does come off so fast. Don't do anything that can cause mania. It is terrifying!
Congratulation again to Jeff. I think that is so wonderful. What can I say about your kitty cat? Please hug and kiss her for me.. I learned the hard way not to wait to get another kitty. It is not a replacement but another thing to love.
so sorry about thumb. Hope it heals soon. sounds like halloween was awesome.
Love
bobby

[bizi]

Thank you bobby for your support and love
((((((HUGS))))))
love bizi

[mymorgy]

you are so sweet!
love
bobby

[Mari]

Hi, Bizi,

Congrats to Jeff.



How do you feel about Carol? Are you doing o.k.?

I hope that things are working out well with Robin.



M

[bizi]

Thank you Mari. She called me last week and wanted to get together to talk. So I need to call her. She is right she had become my therapist.
Hope you are well Mari.
((((((HUGS)))))
bizi

[Dmom3005]

Bizi

Maybe with a new therapist. You can be friends with Carol. And listen
to her problems too. That would be so nice for you both.

I know that I am always looking for more friends and love to listen to
others. Especially when its mutual.

Donna

[bizi]

I cheated on my diet this evening at the homecoming football game.
Jeff was being presented as the distinguished professor of the year, and
We were on the 3rd floor VIP box with free food. I forgo the drinks hubby drank some gin and tonics.
And I ate: 2 red velvet cake balls, 3 spicy chicken salad pin wheels, one pork egg roll, 4oz of beef brisket and 1/2 cup of pineapple.
not too too bad.
I am not counting carbs....just watching them. I had gumbo for lunch. chicken and sausage it was good!
It was crisp out side so I wore long underwear and a turtle neck under a short sleeved shirt. warm socks. and a coat. I came with gloves but did not use them.
Jeff had on a short sleeve shirt, he thought he had a sweater in the car but did not.
We left before the final play...trying to beat traffic. Our team won for sure.
That will be the last foot ball game I attend.
I am not a fan.
I was happy to support Jeff since He did tell me that I had to go.
Bizi

[bizi]

I have been on line for hours......
Went into the bathroom...I FORGOT MY MEDS after lunch.
sigh
This explains my obsessive compulsive behavior.
Now to take my night meds.
geesh!....can't remember when that has happened.
not good.
bizi

[mymorgy]

I think it happens to a lot of people. You probably won't do it for a long time! How is your thumb?
love
bobby