I am sorry bobby, it must be so frustrating to try new things and get your hopes up and then have them fail.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

it really is. that is why i have given up on sleeping pills and antidepressant except aplenzin. That is also why I don't want to try that drug for cholesterol because I am so scared about the side effects. I am watching my diet. I don't know what gives with my blood pressure. My readings are a lot higher than when I have gone to the doctor. Also the laxative sometimes works. rats
I finished a book that I already read and I can't control myself from watching the news from 5 to 12.

I just checked my credit card balance and it was less than I thought it would be.
That made me relieved. I should have checked the temperature. It was 69 and I immediately turned off my air conditioner. I definitely will go to the g.i. doctor in September and ask for an endoscopy. My stomach is bothering me too much and too often. I might ask for a different laxative.
I hope the antidepressant works today. I really do feel relieved about the credit card balance. I worry about money and my spending too much. I don't understand why I feel so alienated.
Pudge slept with me last night. That was so nice. Then in the middle of the night Abby jumped down and she let me pet her for a while. It was weird because shortly before that I had been wishing for Abby
I am going to try to keep my apartment neater for Marci. I think I can do it. Once again Robert helped me. I wrote him and asked if I could use the charger for my kindle on my cell phone. He wrote back and said it was probably too powerful and could ruin the phone. He hasn't used the leash I bought for Danny but will.
I got a different meals on wheels. I asked for kosher and it was delicious but it was vegetarian and there was a lot of cheese which I love and like macaroni and cheese which I love but I think cheese is constipating and the food was higher in calories. I asked for non vegetarian food. I will see what I get on Tuesday when they deliver it frozen for the week. I bought oat bran pretzels which were delicious and might help lower my cholesterol.
I miss Kay and hope she is okay.

Good morning, Bobby,

It's nice to hear about Pudge and Abbey.

I hope that today goes well for you.


M

Thank you!I just bought a book on oxidized cholesterol. I have 60 days to return it. I don't know if it is a hoax or not.
Oxidized Cholesterol Strategy - One Food For Cholesterol Cure - Blue Heron Health News - YouTube

I have been up since three. I immediately took the antidepressant and put on Josh Groban. I started reading. I don't know but maybe all my health issues are interfering with the antidepressant. I guess I can't fight bipolar and health issues together. I think I already read the book I am reading now. I just seem to look forward to reading books and petting my cats. I have to force myself to take my medicine.
How to Reduce Cholesterol Oxidation - YouTube

Hi, Bobby,


I watched some of the youtube about Cholesterol Oxidation but
I couldn't understand it. I'm really sorry.

I do think it's good that you found something that can help you.


M

I watched the video...very interesting.

Of course they want us all to be vegetarians.
bizi

there are so many people in the world who have anemia. I hope the book I ordered doesn't say you have to be a vegetarian.
I slept practically all day. I have been so depressed that I was trying to escape it. I also needed the sleep since my sleep is rotten. I am bidding on a lot of books which I don't need and have no room for.
I just bought 41 books- two lots

today i think i got out of my depression. I kept on thinking that I am not alone ever and that God is always with me. That helped big time. I have to keep on reminding myself that over and over again. I think that can handle my being old and alone and suffer the ups and downs of being bipolar. I just finished a book I liked and think I had already read. I can't wait to start another book by Patricia Oliver.
I might buy a new cellphone from tracfone. I got my bill from consumercellular and instead of 15 dollars a month with taxes etc it was about 20 a month. I can buy a smartphone tracfone with a year's service all for either 59 dollars or 79 dollars. I am waiting to hear from Robert to see what he thinks.