Robert was so wonderful. He spent over two hours on it. He even put a beautiful picture of Pudge on the front. He took pictures of Danny and Abby. Abby came out so well. There was hissing for a little but nobody got hurt. Danny was on a leash the whole time. I only made one phone call to myself and answered one call from Robert. I will have to practice because I don't know what I am doing.
Then my back got really stiff from all the sitting. Then when I laid on the bed at first I couldn't get up. It was so scary. And later I had to go to the bathroom and I didn't think I could make it. This morning it was much better. Last night I was afraid I wouldn't be able to get to the dentist.
Then I had nightmares all night. I needed to get a job and I didn't have any money. I was lost. Then I didn't have my cats. They were so awful.
Then I finally got on the scale and saw that I gained five pounds so I am at my heaviest now. I can't stop eating and don't know what to do. I am so frightened. It is making me harder to walk.Then I think my ac bill will be 400 dollars at least.
I just feel so awful and alone.
bobby
my praulent is downstairs. It usually costs about 1300 a month but I paid only 20 dollars for three months. I finally didn't wake up with a stomach ache

Glad that you were able to get the medication for $20 for 3 months supply. that is fabulous!
glad that your tummy is better.
I know that I need to lose this weight....just so hard doing what it takes.
I hope you have a good day and glad that robert helped you in the phone area...he is so good to you.
bizi

lately I never feel full. How do you help yourself? Are you a compulsive eater?
I sometimes am and don't know what triggers it. Yesterday I had two pints of ice cream and five bananas besides salad and macaroni and cheese that came with meals on wheels. I have to stop the ice cream. I just bid for more books.
Robert is my savior.
love
bobby

I gained all of this weight drinking fattening beers.

Weighed 188.7 this morning. This 50 pounds did not come on over night and will take a while coming off. I just need to be patient. Every time we eat we make a choice. I have some diet fudge pops in the freezer right now if I get the urge for something sweet. They have 40 calories for the pop.The only snacks I do is almonds but they are high calorie and have to limit them. I chew gum when I am snacky and drink stevia sweetened soft drinks. I like the cream soda and the ginger root beer. I have lite pop corn if I get a real craving.
I don't buy ice cream because I would eat it!
bizi

thanks so much for the suggestions. maybe i should buy an air popper pop corn maker. the laxative I take has a sweet taste and I wonder if that also makes me crave food right now.
bobby

i just ordered a microwave popper and popcorn. Thank you so much!
love
bobby

Bobby

I think that is an wonderful Idea for you to try. I have found that
popcorn is good for you when you want to lose weight. I have not
had any for a while. I will be taking some with Derrick and I on
our trip next week. We always do.

I just can't seem to figure out why I'm gaining, it goes on then off
and on again. I am really baffled with what is going on with me.
And I don't weigh daily or anything. So its odd.

Donna

do you think it is water weight?

I have no clue. It just is weird.

Donna

I wonder if you tried drinking dandelion tea. It is supposedly has diuretic properties. I ate so much today. Finally I don't feel so anxious so maybe I won't eat as much tomorrow, I have gained the weight from eating because of anxiety.
fondly
bobby