slept a lot last night. don't feel well. I am so wiped out even though I have been getting a lot more sleep. I haven't been that manic in years.

anxiety still sky high. great news my electrical was 207. i thought it would be at least 400. i threw out a lot of shoes and plan to throw out more. i don't want to throw out the books i haven't read but i have to throw out a lot

Glad that you slept more although 5 hours a night is not enough.
I hope you have a nice day.
love bizi

i have kept on getting calls from "nancy. I always hang up. then I listened to the message and it gave you the option to press 9 and not get anymore calls.
Sure enough I got two more. This time I pressed one to speak to a representative .He got on the phone and he said my name and I said something like I pressed 9 to stop the calls and I still got calls. Stop the f&*king calls.
I am very irritable but I hope that stopped it He immediately hung up.
also brought downstairs the toys and bones for Danny since Robert wants to wait til Marci come. Danny really likes her. I wrote that I have up to clean up my mess for the social worker who is going to come. I told him I already threw out 7 pairs of shoes. I am angry about that too. He is also not considering that Marci comes here to work.
I am also going to tell Marci not to take any of the noodle soups. She left me with none and there were a lot of other soups she could have taken.

I am so angry I bought another tunic that cost more than I usually pay.
I had called my psychiatrist yesterday but could only leave a message. I asked if since I had enough klonopin for when I see him do I still have to pay the 50 dollars for the prescription.
I finally just got rid of the walker my neighbor lent me a couple of years ago. I tried before but she didn't answer the door and I knew she was there.
I forgot I gained a lot of weight I never lost on risperdal so I don't want to go on it again

the g.i. doctor told me to triple the dose of lactulose since it worked at first

geodon is a weight neutral antipsychotic. I have been on it for years and hve had no side effects.
bizi

i don't remember if I was ever on it. I will ask.
love
bobby

I am not as manic today. I didn't sleep much

glad that your mood is coming down.
love bizi