my blood pressure is dangerously high again this morning. It is 180 105 98. I am so afraid of having a paralyzing stroke or heart attack or death. I am on the new medication. I wonder how long the new medication takes. It just went down to 160 89 99. I feel like crying but I can't. will see the cardiologist on wednesday.

it just went down lower. I have constantly been listening to an album by Josh Groban. I have been doing this for maybe three weeks. I had a nice time over cecilia's. Her boyfriend had colon cancer. She still believes that since I have no blood or pains I don't have it. My anxiety is still through the roof. 2mg of klonopin twice a day is not helping. I forgot if I mentioned the g.i doctor gave me samples of a laxative. I don't know if it working yet. I am still taking phillips magnesium. the antidepressant is working a little.I am so tired