Bobby

I think you have a great plan, my thinking out loud is just that thinking
out loud. I will stop thinking out loud and try to listen better again.

Its cold here, brrrrrrrr. And I mean really cold to me, I'm ready for
nice weather, we didn't even get a fall just straight to winter type weather.
Donna :hug::grouphug:

did the doggy die? give your husband a big hug. What a wonderful long life.
I hope you have very warm clothes!
I am glad you understand now. I really need support. I am quite anxious about Marci's reaction but she was really getting me angry.I find it very confusing how you can love somebody and really think they are special but at the same time feel so used and angry.
fondly
bobby

just gained three more pounds and bought another top plus got one of the ones I was bidding on.
I think I will stop taking the antipsychotic since it isn't working and making me gain weight. I am just going to try will power. I can beat it!
I love coffee with half and half. You can't have half and half on the keto diet but you can have heavy cream. I think I will buy heavy cream.
I put jasmine on my pillow last night. It smelled so good and made me feel good.
Abby is being very affectionate. She loved the catnip I gave her.
this afternoon a pastoral counselor is coming over. I don't know what we will talk about.
I am definitely anxious about what Marci will say. This will be a mammoth shakeup in my life. I don't know if it is my bipolar or her authoritarian ways that have gone over the top. Two weeks ago when I had a phone class she disappeared for an hour. Like a jerk I didn't call her on it. I am not a masochist. I live in too much fear.

I think it is a bad idea to stop the medication. You don't know that is what caused the weight gain. Not sure how good your diet is at present.
Your weight fluctuates so much.
I think it will take time to stabilize on the medication and therapy to stop the spending.
Just my thoughts.
love you
bizi

this is the highest I have been in years and I am terrified The medicine is known for weight gain.. I am also prediabetic and with more weight gain I could easily become diabetic. The medicine seems to have no affect on me. I don't feel different. My anger, irritability,overspending and overeating are just as bad. Now I have even gotten rid of one friend. almost got rid of another friend. Now I might have blown it up with Marci.
I started drinking more tea instead of coffee with half and half. I really a, going to try the keto diet. Will start having mct oil once a day. will have lamb and eggs.if I am good will have brie cheese. No carbohydrates.
I left a message with the doctor that I discontinued the medication because of weight gain and symptoms still the same.
again decided not take the risperdal because of weight gain. I am too embarrassed to say how much I weight now.
love
bobby
my depression is okay and the essential oils seem to be working. I am just a fat pig

It is certainly possible for Fanapt to cause clinically significant weight gain, defined as a weight increase of at least 7% of your baseline bodyweight. In other words, if you gained 200 lbs, a clinically significant weight gain from Fanapt would be considered an increase to 214 lbs after you started taking the drug

Both Cats and Dogs can See Color. Myth: Cats and dogs can only see in black and white. The myth that cats and dogs are fully colorblind has been around for quite some time, despite the fact that it has been proven false for nearly half a century.

i had a wonderful visit with Sam, a pastor who is Jewish. at first there was no connection. i told him about being bipolar and how right now i am so angry.
He too experienced what I went through after my explosion when i was afraid of living and afraid of death.
he said he felt that way when he was a young child until he was 25. i was so shocked. then i felt so close to him. we also talked about suffering and anger.he said he would come next month

My doctor called me back and said to increase the dosage to 3 mg twice a day.
He insisted it didn't cause weight gain.I didn't quote the internet. I just took 3mg.

Bobby,


Good luck with the Fanapt.
I hope the possible weight side effects are minimal.


M

Bobby

Keep working on it. And keep trying to find some foods you like
to diet with. You can do this.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

Yes, Nipper died yesterday. My husband will be good. Yes, we
Derrick and I gave him a big hug. So did Jake and Doby. They
insisted, :grouphug:

Bobby, I am glad that you had a nice visit with Pator Sam.
Very happy about that and then you connected. happy he will return next month.
((((((HUGS))))))
bizi