yay!!!
good news!!!!!
bizi

my psychiatrist faxed the perscription to the wrong Optumrx. They don't use Epic. they were going to charge me 268. duane reade uses epic so it will only be 20 dollars. I left a message with Donna not to use Optumrx but duane reade.
I will call back when I can reach her and tell her to get rid of optumrx
just got donna. told her to take optumrx from my record and fax it in to duane reade. anxiety really high

Bobby
Sounds like this might be where the problem has been when they
try to charge you the higher price for this medication. So maybe you
have found one of the problems and this will help you with your anxiety
in the future. So now try a nice hot cup of tea and see if it helps the anxiety.

Donna

last time duane reade made the mistake. hope they don't do it again.nice idea about tea.
fondly
bobby

There is trouble about getting the antidepressant from
duane reade. I am calling this morning to see if they are making the same mistake which I had already instructed them that they had to do. to do. This medication costs I think close to 5000 a month but I should pay 20 dollars for three months.
I am very depressed and so sad. Today is Yom Kippur, the day of atonement and the holiest day of the Jewish year. I will be alone and really don't have any family. Physically I don't feel well.

Happy Yom Kipper bobby.
I am sorry you are not feeling well.
anyway you can invite one of your friends over for some tea?
sorry you suffer.
love bizi

i hardly have any friends in the city. right now cecilia said she is in an antisocial mood. she did invite to watch the patriots this weekend.
love
bobby who is also fighting anger and who spent a lot of money this morning and terrified what my credit card will look like and i don't dare get on the scale

I am afraid to get on the scale too bobby.
I am approaching an all time high....not good.
love bizi

scary isn't it? I spent most of today and night eating popcorn,peanuts,kiwis and hot dogs. I couldn't stop.
love
bobby

I have hardly been reading and my mood is all over the place. I think reading stabilizes me somewhat. I just ordered to Chinese pills for stress. I wonder if they will work. Next time I see my psychiatrist I will ask him about geodon. I just read a lot of reviews and I am ambivalent. I have been bipolar 2 forever but it seems so much worse now, especially anger and irritability. I think my reality testing is okay but everything else is off. I have to experiment more with essential oils. So far I think chamomile and lavender helps.
Today finally Abby seems a bit friendly. She has really been ticked since Pudge got groomed.Pudge started playing with a toy. I can't believe it.
today I will eat eggs and soup.
I emailed stella and wished her a happy birthday. I still don't want to get together with her. There is still now tension with Marci after that confrontation. Robert responded to my email about the great news about cholesterol but he ticked me off by showing off and saying you can take oral or injectible medication and that it is important to have low bad cholesterol. as if I didn't know.
I wrote back that I have been on two oral pills and can't take statins and I still had high bad cholesterol. I wrote how I went to an incredible cardiologist for a second opinion on Praulent and brought my latest blood tests and he took his time and told me to take Praulent and I was lucky the insurance covered it. To really tick him off I wrote that the doctor was in his seventies and everybody loves him and he is a GENIUS lol. He really was so sharp and took his time with me and explained a lot, including a flawed medication that had to be taken off the market.
love
bobby
I pay my credit card tomorrow and it was very high but I thought it would be higher.