Have a good day Bobby.

Donna

the volunteer came over from Dorot. This is his third time.. Dorot made a mistake and didn't have me listed. He corrected it and said he wanted to visit me. He is so unusual-He has been taking torah classes for 15 years and goes to services every week. He gave me the url for his temple where I can listen to the sermons. He said I could go to the Torah classes free but I really can't afford the cab fare. He saw how difficult it was for me to move. Guess what? HE DOESN'T BELIEVE IN GOD. I finally said something must have happened to you when yo were little. He said his mother died suddenly at 38 when he was 11 and his father remarried two years later. I told him he must be so angry at God. I talked about creation and how could he explain all the beautiful nature etc and that it couldn't be an accident.He said it was a good point and he has heard before.
He said let's do some Torah. For over 1/2 hour he mostly talked about parts of the Torah.From class I was familiar what we discussed. It was really neat and I was envious of his being able to go once a week and do Torah. I have my phone class for about six or eight weeks.
In the beginning I talked about my mania.
He brought food, I wound up having turkey!
love
bobby
discovering procol harum

I am so happy for you to have him and faith in your life.
love

bizi

thank you so very much! the medicine is really working big time. I don't feel hyper and I don't feel manic except when I have the compulsion to spend or eat if I have something good in the apartment to eat.
love
bobby
love elton john's sacrifice

I hope you can work on getting better sleep.
I love elton john!
love you bizi

elton john is a genius. right now sacrifice is my favorite song. right now I am listening to Phil Collins. I subscribe to the premium youtube so it can play for so long.
I took a nap earlier today after I ate. now my mind is very active. I am just listening to music and thinking with the lights out. I had a thought that might help suri about prayer so I just sent her an email. It could have been manic.ugh
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bobby

another two pounds up. I will try harder.

bobby

I remember how he had came last month was it and told you he would be back. I am so glad he came back and brought turkey of all things. It sounds like you had thanksgiving early.

That is perfect even if its not on thursday. Its kind of like he realized you were feeling like you weren't going to get any or have anyone to be thankful with.

Now you have someone to be thankful for. Along with the others.

Donna

dorot provided the food. he corrected their mistake. dorot might provide something for passover so hopely i swill see him then.i have his email now.
I think you are thinking of the young pastor who came this past month and said he would come next month. He is affiliated with dorot also. A real connection was made between him and me. He is the only other person I met who at one time while he was young up to 25 was afraid of life and death. that happened to me when i had my explosion at 35 and knew I had to gain faith. I also have a connection with the other fellow too.
fondly
bobby

real connections to people: Priceless!
love bizi