did robert put your chair together?
Did he bring his dog?
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bizi

you are right donna. i don't think he realizes how bad my manic behavior and sleep problems are.
i just tried to weigh myself but my balance was so bad after five times i gave up.
now my depression is back. I no longer have a sense of well being, it is like a cloud descended upon me.
fondly
bobby

he didn't have much time so he didn't start on it. my desk arrived too. my monitor went black. i called him about ehat, just before he came over i accidently bumped into it and it went on.danny came and didn't lick or bite me. he was very calm with me,
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bobby

i woke up with the cloud.Life would have been so easy if I had had that sense of well being. I did weigh myself and was the same. I took my bp and my pulse was still high and it showed the irregular heart beat. I wonder what medicine he will try on me this time.
I don't know what I would do without Robert! I might see him this weekend this time if he can work around my schedule. Yesterday when I was petting /danny he told me danny loves to held and petted. That made me so good for Robert.

His universe had centered around Mickey.

i think i can understand why music stars destroy themselves on drugs. The sense of well being is incredible and the otherside is so hard to deal with.

A lot of stars have drug and alcohol problems. Many musicians have died from drug over dose. very sad.....
bizi

i got the new kindle but don't remember the password for the wi fi. I hope Robert can help me. I feel so washed out.

oh am glad that you got the new kindle in. and I hope robert can help you get it going.
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bizi

still don't know the password. last night I ate way too much and mentioned to alice also about my overspending. Then she said maybe I should cut back on the money I give you. I felt so rotten. I was right. she usually has that sense of well being! I felt hopeless and so jealous I also twisted my back before I went out so that has been aching all night. My overeating caused me to have a stomach ache all night. I am so very depressed. I was going to cancel today with rose but I can sit in this chair .
at this point I don;t care about the irregular heartbeat. My mood is so bleak.
my mood has improved. I just wrote alice and asked her if she had any tips to gain a sense of well being. My stomach no longer hurts but my side still does.
I tried to enter another code for the password but it didn't work.
15 Tips to Boost Your Well-Being and Happiness

I had an irregular heat rate...skipped beats. went to a cardiologist and went thru the whole work up: heart ultra sound, stress test, holter monitor. in the end they said it was stress. It eventually went away.
I hope yours goes away too.
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love

bizi