I am glad that alice is not angry with you.
What made you think that she was?

i had marci send the rent check to her but she didn
t follow the instructions that were easy. I told her it was on the same side as the elevatiors. I gave her and she wound up throwing it out. I was feeling lousy and didn't have the strength to go downstairs. she threw it where you throw garage mail. Finally after all was cleared up alice wrote me and said she will send the dec check but wait to send the november check..
I thought that meant she was angry at me. I can't figure out skype. I used it years ago.
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bobby

I hope you are having a nice day!
((((((HUGS)))))))
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bizi

it was a disaster. i bought a pair of shoes that i didn't notice said small and I am a medium. within then minutes I asked to cancel. I thought he wrote me back that he wouldn't. He was joking. he gave me full refund. I felt rotten all day. I even had potato chips. My stomach is still off.. why can't I control myself?
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bobby

What ever happened with the risperdol?
sorry it is so hard. I still think you are undermedicated...it is not your fault.
(((((HUGS)))))
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bizi

i see him on thursday. i will tell him how out of control I am. I think you are right.
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bobby

Can you take in your bill and show it too him. To show him how out of control you are. Showing him how many of the same thing you buy type thing.

I wish I'd thought to tell you to take pictures of the bags and bags of things
you were giving to good will so you could try showing him how you were giving some of the things away. Maybe not exactly what you were buying but other things to make room. Its not exactly a hoarding situation but it reminds me
of the same type thing, and I wouldn't bring that up to him because he would
probably tell you that you need an counselor type person who handles those
type things to talk to about it.

So I hope he can help you.

Donna

it is manic behavior and not hoarding.It is a compulsion which I can't control. only medication can help.. for most of my life I had very little. I was trying to get a therapist to come to the apartment. I can't afford taking a cab to one. My walking is awful. my legs tend to hurt..
i can just tell him that I am way overspending. he will believe me.

called my cardiologist about the results of the heart monitor. they will get the final report on wednesday and then he will call me. my pulse was high this morning.

i also am very angry, irritable and severely depressed. I get a momentary high when I buy something. then terror at my spending.