Dear Donna,

I send healing vibes.


M

that you about Suri. It is so painful for me.. I sent gedalia another email yesterday but he didn't answer me.
I am glad you liked the picture of Danny. He is a very proud dog. When he jumps in my lap he makes me so happy.. Robert is a wonderful owner and now a lot of the wildest of Danny is disappearing.
I wish I could get rid of this depression. I am not sure if the new medication is affecting my thinking. My remote is broken but still works but after all these years I forgot what button to press. scarey
fondly
bobby
turmeric curcumin with piperine might be helping my leg and back pain

Bobby,

'Interesting about turmeric curcumin with piperine.

I hope that it works well for you.


M

I think it might be helping a bit.

that new medication i am taking might be helping. I am not depressed. Robert is coming over again soon with Danny. the boots I bought him didn;t fit. I actually bought him three pairs/
I have been listening to a lot of Bach and elton John and Phil Collins. this station WKCR 89.9FM NY is playing bach non stop

Oh, Wow,
I clicked on it and I accessed the radio station here!
They are playing Johann Sebastian Bach Toccata and Fugue in D minor.

'So very happy to hear that the medication is working.
I hope you enjoyed the Robert and Danny visit.
Do the boots keep his feet from getting cold and from other stuff he
might encounter on the street/ sidewalk?


M

'Fantastic that you shared the radio station.
Thank you.

The only radio I've been able to figure out how to access is my
local NPR.


M

II am so glad you enjoyed the internet station. I think BAch is the greatest composer who ever lived and he was really in touch with God. Supposedly he was a happy family man with a lot of children.
I wasted almost 25 dollars on the boots I bought for Danny,. Besides not fitting Robert said he would have eaten them. This visit he was limited to the treats. He had too many the other day and got an upset stomaach. Abby stayed high on one of the cabinets so didn't tease him.Amazing Pudge stayed in the back of the recliner and didn't react to Danny when he came up on the chair and was right next to her. One brave and laid back cat.
robert helped me withe smartphone.
I woke up severely depressed. I dreamt I had to go to the doctor for medicine.
I am still very out of control. It makes things very unpleasant..
fondly
bobby

had to change my cardiologist's appt to jan 17 at 10. I need an aide to go with me so I had to change my appointment.
I wonder if I should try to start forgiving myself for all of my bad bipolar behavior. I think it will be extremely difficult It is really embarrassing and at times so f^&king destructive...extremely so. I made myself suffer a lot because of it.
I don't think I have the ability to do it. It is so much a part of me.
i just read this 3 Secrets To Forgiving Yourself When You Have Bipolar | bpHope.com but it didn't help. i am still spending money.

I want off of farnapt. It is affecting me cognitively. I keep on thinking that I may have missed a doctor's appt when I haven't or forgotten to take pills when I haven't. I need something to help stop my spending. I am getting terrified about that. Now I always seem to have a urge for sweet things.I just ordered another cake. I had a lot more control before..
now I want to stay up all night. I just made some coffee.