I woke up scared of life and death again. I started praying. That helped. I gained about six pounds since I have been on the farnapt.. My appetite has really increased. Now that I am off of it my balance is better. I have a digital scale and before I had to try five or six times before I got a reading. this morning it was only once.
i think i might be more in control now after stop taking farnapt.

That's good that you feel better off it.



M

I don't feel like buying anything. I hope it continues. My balance much better.

It good to hear about your balance.

Keep taking care.



M

I still haven't bought anything. I have so many tunics from my buying. They get me upset to look at. I don't have room for them
An amazon third party sent me a 40 pound bag of cat litter when I ordered four ten pound bags. After four phones I am getting a refund. In the third call I was told they would send me a box and I could ship it back,
Listening to cat stevens and praying to God for help. I am feeling so isolated and my stomach is still bothering me.

I am very irritable. Marci leaves cleaning stuff in the main room rather putting it in a closet. I got so angry this morning that I dumped it in the closet.; I think it is pure laziness. It is hard to get another aide from the agency. I tried to sleep when she was here on Tuesday to avoid her.
today I will probably get chinese food. I am so depressed that I want something to look forward to. I haven't bought any tunics lately. I hope the spending spree is over. I hate being bipolar.

Bobby,
I'm so sorry that Marci isn't doing her job correctly. I hope you talk to the agency to see if they have anyone else you can try.

I had already talked to my case worker and the agency. It is really hard to get a replacement

I have been having bad thoughts and thinking the worse

So Sorry, Bobby. I hope you can get it under control