I am not going to ask for a new drug. I am depressed but it is reality based.. I really miss Suri and I don't want to make up with two of my old friends. Exxcept for Marci two days a week, and when I have computer problems robert and alice who I rarely see and Zepnep and Joyce who I haven't seen in about four years I spend practically wall of my time alone.
I still haven't bought any tunics and I am not eating that much. I have mainly followed just followed MSNBC.

thinking of you bobby.
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bizi

still not buying and I lost 6 pounds. I am feeling more in control. I am depressed and tired.Happy about the weight though and now not scared of running out of money. I am being very careful. I don't understand what happened about the not buying and not eating much. It has nothing to do with medication. I don't know if Suri is alive or dead but I think I am mourning her. Her husband hasn't contacted me again.

I am sorry you are mourning her. could you call/text her hubby?
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love bizi

I just wrote him another email. I don't have his number.
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bobby

Bobby
Maybe next time he answers you ask if you could have his number so you might could get updates say once a week. Maybe that would be easier for him.

I sure hope he answers soon.

suri died two weeks ago. her daughter tried to get me on skype but the microphone didn't work so she called me on her cellphone.I met her twice when she came to nyc
suri was unconscious the last five days. before that she was crying and saying she didn't want to die.

I feel so sick.

Bobby
I'm so sorry about Suri. I think you have felt this in your heart for awhile. Now you can look at it like you have an special angel in heaven looking down on you. She is still there for you.

Sending you some hugs.

I am so sorry...you must be heart broken.
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bizi