I just bought a new ooma for 92 dollars including shipping and tax. The sale ends this month. I have my old one for 5 years and have saved so much money. I pay a little more than five dollars a month-that is it.for my phone bill. I highly recommend it.

I have watched the impeachment too much. I am still so lonely after the loss of Suri but keep on reminding myself that she is not suffering.
I finally listened to Josh Groban all night. I got on the scale finally and gained 3 pounds. I read a scary story about instant ramen noodles and through them all out.
I have to change my life. Last night I dreamt I was sleeping with my sister.
I think I am going to force myself to use my bike twice a day and to straighten up more.. Hopefully I will build up my endurance and then take little walks outside instead of being isolated in my apartment.
I am going to have a friendly visitor come once a month. He likes me and asked dorot if he could do it He is very bright and nice and unusual.. I hope it works out.
The antidepressant is working now. I woke up so very depressed. I have to help myself.
Love
bobby

It sounds like you are trying so that is good!
Have faith that things will get better for you.
Glad that you will have a visitor!
Will you watch the super bowl tomorrow?
lots of love bizi

I will watch a bit of it. Brady isn't in it rats!
I will ride my bike now for second time.
Love
bobby

the friendly visitor came.it was great.he said he will come once a month on Saturdays.
Then Robert asked me about the new ooma and why I got it.He made me so very paranoid. It was so awful and scary.I got into bed at seven. I couldn't take those feelings. I will see how it goes. I might need medication for it. My stomach hurts so much.
love
bobby

I just asked the porter if he could set up phone in case I AM robert's sh#t list.
I am so anxious.

I am sorry don't understand???
what is an ooma?
why the upset feelings?
love you

bizi

Robert will settle himself I hope.


Do you like the ooma?




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I am really grieving over Suri. I have gotten so negative and paranoid and lonely. and my IBS is really acting up. .We used to talk a lot about God. It was beautiful.Towards the end we mostly talked about her cancer.
Ooma is a telephone device which I just bought on sale for 92 dollars and only have to pay a little more than five dollars a month. I have used it for five years but with my negativity thought I should get a new one.
Love
Bobby

my depression is getting worse. I am going to try to find a book that will distract me.