I am getting paranoid. I have been trying to go to bed at 6:30 because of my stomach problems. I thought robert was angry at me. This morning I found an email from him that he understood my grief and he would see me this weekend. I don't know what I would do without Robert! I spend an hour or more worrying about it and should have just checked my email again.
I bought dried fruit and prunes. They really helped. I bought benefiber and started taking it today. I also cleared up a billig mistake at the pharmacy-their mistake.
Yesterday I just had the dried fruit and and a bowl of noodle soup. Being bipolar and dealing with deep grief is too much. I would see the pdoc next month but it would cost me about 155 dollars. His presence comforts me.
love
bobby

I'm sorry that you are grieving, Bobby.

I am sorry you are getting paranoid.
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love bizi

I am really having trouble with constipation. I don't know what to do. Yesterday the dried fruit gave me so much gas. I am not even sure if the magnesium citrate is working.I really had negative thoughts this morning. I wonder if losing those 9 pounds quickly really threw off my stomach. the ex-lax isn't working.
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bobby

I am going to try coconut water and aloe vera

bobby is it the 25mg of senniodes or something like that.
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bizi

It doesn't seem to work. the magnesium citrate worked. I started drinking a lot of water and tea.
love
bobby

the mag citrate pill or liquid?
love bizi

liquid. I am also taking stool softeners.
love
bobby
I am still grieving and am afraid to listen to music.I am having a hard time reading.

there is no time limit to grieving. I am sorry.
I wish for you some peace today maybe read some of your religious material?
love
bizi:hug: