Bobby

I can totally understand having trouble understanding with an accent. Derrick and I do too.

I hope things are looking good.

Sorry about your friend and her granddaughter. I'll be posting on my page soon to

i still haven't cancelled my card yet. I need to pay for pills and food and then I will cancel it and dispute charges once they are posted. My pdoc is giving me a little risperdal. he forgot to call in the pills.rats
i was interviewed by the psychiatrist from the new agency. she was very nice. i will hear from my new therapist next week. i think a friendship is going to end,
she keeps on dumping all her family issues on me. i can't take it. i am so alone.

i feel better. just took a bath. heard that a lot of animals at a florida shelter were adopted! thank God for animals. One of the first things I did was bought food and 120 pounds of litter for my kitties. They came before anything else. heard again this morning on tv that there is a medicine in trial that is helping 68 percent of severely ill people with the virus
bobby

only had to wait a few minutes and then told them to cancel my card and send me a new one expedited. She said she would dispute the three charges from staples..that was my only credit card. i am a negative thinker so i am worried that
something will go wrong.

Bobby

You should be fine.

Glad you got things ordered

yesterday my friendly visitor was strained. i am not sure what will happen. pudge didn't move all day and at night. i freaked and wondered if she were dead or dying. I put out more new food. 15 minutes she finally got up and ate. Thank God. My depression was so painful. I finally fell asleep and dreamt of a guy whom I had a brief affair with. I forgot what the dream was about but it was great. then i felt really good. He was an excop. I looked him up on the internet. He is doing fantastically well and is now worth 17 million dollars. he is a writer producer and I forgot what else.
My credit card company had my new card on the site. I had just got a rejection from amazon about payment. I updated 8 places with the new card and have three to go.

since Suri died on dec 26 I have been so obsessed with death. The virus is making it worse. I hope my new therapist works out and maybe can help me with this issue.
I rode the bike for 15 minutes today. I bought some more Hormel meals. they are cheap and tasty. I got them from Amazon. I called my credit card company this morning and again only had to wait a couple of minutes.
the fellow said everything should work out fine. I am disputing 3 37.70 charges that I didn't make. My new card should arrive today.
I really miss Bizi!
bobby

I think we all miss Bizi. But I know we all hope she is getting the help with her medicine she needs.

I sure hope your new therapist works out too.

Donna

I miss Bizi too!...and Waking Light and Pink Kitty!

I just got out of bed. This is the second time this week my depression was so bad.
The first time I had had a wonderful day and had Marci and listened to two religion lectures and then totally crashed til the next morning when I took my antidepressant and two hours later I was okay. During the depression I had such terrible thoughts. Last night my oldest friend called and we talked for over 1 1/2 hours. Our parents and relatives were extremely close so even though Linda lived in Massachusetts her parents visited conn. often so we have known each other since we were babies.. we share so many memories. i laughed a lot. she even said she was was going to send me a laptop that she doesn't use. one of her three sons lives with her. he had an organ transplant. She blames it on the army who bombarded his immune system with so many vaccinations. at once.he has always been very thin but after all those vaccines he developed horrible diabetes and his a1c is the highest his doctor ever saw and they can't control his diabetes.ugh. this morning I was so depressed. after a little while i just went back to bed and slept away the day. i am still depressed but not like before.
bobby
i had trouble with my computer when i went to use it when i went back on it late this afternoon