[GeeLuv]

Actually, I was thinking about this. It's a really good sign she's getting out. I mean, I'm not sure how inpatient really works, but aren't a lot of places holding people in quarantine? Or would they ever reject anyone for inpatient in these times? I'm glad Bizi is getting the help she needs. This question/concern is for anyone who might know the answer.

[Mari]

I am hoping that Bizi continues to do well.


M

[mymorgy]

that would be so wonderful. I didn't realize how badly she had been feeling.

[bizi]

Thank you for your kind notes.
I really missed your support.
I place that I went to had poor communication with jeff who has the sane brain.
We got home around 3 pm yesterday.
i am feeling very drunk from all of the meds that they are giving me.
I took a small drive with jeff today to pick up more meds. one mile round trip and I did ok.When ever we have to go some where I will drive and see how I do in the evening.
It started to pour and we were gong to go there to pick up some dinner. to go that is of course they may still be open for carry out.
I had 3 falls while there and am stilled bruised from them.
When ever I got psychotic I would not take my meds. so they gave me thoraze in with 1 mg of ativan and benadryl They hurt so bad and it was thick so the pain lasted for ever. I think they gave me Haldol In muscle in my right arm That still hurts.
Picked up all new meds and will fax them to dr. orazio,
I will type up the list that we will fax in the evening.
Thank for your support
and constant support.
love to you all.
bizi

[mymorgy]

welcome welcome welcome. you have been so missed!
love you

bobby

[bizi]

I missed you as well!
hang in there....I am doing the same thing,

I NEVER WANT GO INPATIENT again...it was so hard on jeff, he kept tryng to talk to the doctors and social workers to no avail..
he is such a good man.
love you too.
bizi

[mymorgy]

good morning! It is so very nice to have you back. I am taking some risperdal now.
1/2 m on morning and 1 mg at night/ i don't feel it though.
love
bobby

[Dmom3005]

Glad your back Bizi.

We sure all missed you.

Donna

[bizi]

.forgive me for not calling you again.
by the way, both vraylar and the luvox trial made me psychotic



And yes I was worse, now that i am home, am a lot calmer.
still getting back to typing better it is too.
I had a really hard time keeping oriented to the day and the date.
I still am unsure when I will finally be done. I attend an IOP Intensive out patient
day from9am to2pm monday thru friday.
I had better sign off and I still need to get ready for bed.
Jeff has been so good to me.there was zero information given to him

he wanted to talk to the doctors or nurse now one would call him back.
They would not let me have my watch on because when I was in severe psychosis
They had to manhandle me to give me a thorizine injection which stung so badly
they gave me a big shot in my arm deltoid muscle. that was for the long

term action dose of haldol once a month.I feel better now that I am home but jeff is still concerned for me and wants to find out another place that I would get better care. If this new set of meds doesn't help me.
H was so frustrated and I am just so glad to be home and able to snuggel up to him.
I had better sign off and get to sleep
much love to you!!!!!!

[mymorgy]

I am so glad you have Jeff, I pray things will get easier for you now, It sounds so very rough and I think frightening,
We all love you! It sounds as if you suffered so much.
love you and only the best
bobby