[Dmom3005]

Ugh, my phone is deleting message.

Try setting alarm on phone. Good luck.

Donna

[GeeLuv]

Thanks folks! But unfortunately, I was forgetting literally as I was going to grab my water to take the pills. So no alarm or whatever would likely fix that kind of short term memory failure. I hope it's just a fluke.

Today I did end up eating meals earlier, well breakfast and then I had a snack and ate lunch later and was able to just take all my meds with lunch. Think this is the best plan.

[Waking Light]

Hi, GeeLuv! I've been away, dealing with some issues, & I missed you. I think you're doing great, in spite of how hard it is sometimes. Snow in the Spring! That seems beautiful to me. Even though I didn't see it for real, I kind of did. Thank you for mentioning it. I hope tomorrow & the weekend will turn out enjoyable for you. Take care, dear friend! Hugs & love to you!

[GeeLuv]

Thanks Waking Light! And all the same to you! Missed you! <3


So, a couple of things to update. First, I finished and won my writing challenge for the month. Yay! Go me! Lol
And some other pretty good news, I don't have any issue with triglycerides or cholesterol, so hubby won't be on my case about diet stuff. I did have some red stuff. Not exactly sure what that is. Will have to ask, but doctor is only concerned with "optimizing" and "supporting" my thyroid, dhea, iron and zinc. Thyroid might have had some red, but was still mostly good, and the supplements were within range, but must be on the lower or higher end. Anyway, that's a relief!

That's about the most exciting news in awhile. I will be getting busy the rest of this month and next month with a new project I'm working on with hubby, so it may or may not effect how often I log in here. But I won't forget anyone, and I'll be thinking of you! Love and hugs!

[GeeLuv]

Actually, I'm really not doing ok tonight. Frustrated, a bit angry, and just sad! Ugh! I was going to type it all out, but it probably won't do me any good. Maybe hubby was right, I am unfixable! :/

Btw, and kinda unrelated to the above, but yet another frustration. I looked into this support groups site (suggested to me by someone) but I don't want to do anything showing my face or using my voice. I cancelled my account just as soon as I created it. Sigh! As I said, unfixable!

Feeling hopeless. :/

[mymorgy]

you are wonderful and you are some sort of bipolar which makes you more special. Our suffering makes us so caring for others. It is all right if you are unfixable. you are part of the grand plan. You just have to learn to be kinder to yourself and set reasonable expectations. A little while ago a prescription worked for a few days and it made me feel normal and made me realize how being bipolar carries such a weight on the shoulders. It really is hard dealing with that weight and we really have to try to be gentle with ourselves.
so fondly,
bobby

[Waking Light]

Beautifully said Bobby! And GeeLuv, you are loved just the way you are, by God, & by your friends, & probably people you don't even know who like you a whole lot. Hugs & love to you!

[Dmom3005]

Bobby

Beautifully Said. Remember this next time your down please.

Next Gee, I personally don't think I could join a group online to get help more than like here. Because we pick who here we allow in. And we decide when and how much we will allow others to know.

So remember we are here for you.

Donna

[GeeLuv]

I just have to say, reading all your messages yesterday (offline) really helped! I'm so grateful! I'm feeling better today. Still have sad or difficult things in my life, but am able to push them aside for some relief and laughter and, as I said, be grateful and see hope again.

[Waking Light]

You are a pleasure to know, GeeLuv. I'm glad you had a better day. I hope tomorrow will be especially enjoyable for you!