I have been eating like crazy lately. my weight is 190.....
sigh
bizi

do i know the feeling. I am going to eat more zucchini. I have no idea where Mari's numbers are. rats
love
bobby
you have been under so much pressure. don't be hard on yourself.

i have a p.t. session on wednesday. Now I am really worried about catching the virus.
I kept my word so far about not buying any more stocks. Boy I could have made money. I have been watching electrical vehicles since the start and have two. I scared myself out of two that are really doing well because they have lawsuits which only seemed to bother me.
switching the bed around seems to helping.

I'm glad switching the bed has helped.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

I am glad the bed has helped.
sorry the stock market seems so vol ital .....
I guess you are smart and can work your way thru the markets.
love,
bizi

i am so depressed. i feel so ungrateful and I don't know what to do. i just bought a lot of homeopathic remedies.

I am sorry that you struggle so much bobby.
I think part of this behavior is that you are looking for a quick fix.
Alot of your health issues seem out of control and you are trying to rein it all in so you can have some control of your life. I think that spending is one simple way that you can feel like you are doing something to engage.

May I ask did you ever see a nutritionist? I think that would be a good place to start. Alcohol is my demon. We all have demons lurking in the back ground.
I say this out of love.
bizi

I have talked to two nutritionists. I think the depression from the bipolar makes everything really hard.
love
bobby not aa happy camper

I am sorry that you are suffering.....
love bizi

i don't know what to do-i am worrying so much
love
bobby
took another bath