miracle- my legs are not hurting me that much after about siix months, I don't have to walk around holding on to things. I hope it continues, I am very anxious and a bit depressed and spending money.
love
bobby

stop that!
did You think about the NAC that I take that helps control urges to picking and how I think it helps control other urges too.
You take 600mg 1 pill twice a day for 2 weeks then 1200mg 2 pills twice a day. My nails have never looked better and I have not picked in ages. I think it could help you with your urges to spend money.
have you every put together puzzles? my sister is doing that to combat the covid isolation.
What is your anxiety about?
or is it just in general?
love to you
bizi

i have tried nac before but it didn't help. It is generalized anxiety. I haven't been into puzzles for years. I am trying to get myself to read again.
love
bobby

I started to read a book "the night circus". It is good, I really like it. I have read it before but it feels brand new so am really enjoying this time around.
It is written by a female, can't remember her name. I think she is jewish.


Erin Morganstern is her name.
love bizi

how are you?
sending hugs for good measure.
(((((HUGS)))))
love bizi

today was another rough day.Robert took Pudge too the vet for a booster shot. I a, so helpless. He wanted her to be in the crate. Pudge knows what the crate means. Finally I called downstairs for a porter to see if he could get her. He got her one two three. I gave him six dollars. I got upset with Robert. after twenty minutes, they called and said she was really to come home. I left a message with ribert. Eventually after 2 hours he picked her up. poor Pudge. I was frantic and full of rage. Before that I had trouble selling a stock. It said I didn't own it. what a fu#$king mess. eventually it worked out and I got my price..too much stress. the news is stressing me out and the virus is stressing me out and my trouble walking and my stomach , my cataracts and my mouth are stressing me out.
one more therapy and will resume in 8 eights.
I did enjoy one of my lectures. Aaron said he would call but didn't. I was hoping he wouldn't. I am so ambivalent about my therapist.He mentions my having a terrace too much. I need help not a fu@king terrace to fill greatful for.

sounds like you maybe could get or need a new therapist.
She doesn't sound therapeutic at all. Can you confront her?

Is it cold there bobby, do you guys have snow?
The weather has been nice her, but we will be having some really cooler nights 30-40's, 50's during the day.
Have you been able to read yet? what about getting on your bike.
I hope you have better days ahead. This day sounds awful for you.
sorry you are suffering.
love bizi

Hugs for you, Bobby!!
Thinking about you. Thinking about all of you here! ❤

i don't feel well. I am terrified if I got Robert mad.I would be lost without him and he does have a temper.I wrote him to ask if he needed meat for danny but he hasn't answered me yet.
I didn't sleep most of the night.
I don't go outside so I don't know about the weather. It didn't. I confronted the therapist and he took it well. I told him he wasn't empathic. He took it well and gave me a ton of compliments..
I just feel so helpless and terrified.
love
bobby with tears in her eyes. aaron and Linda called but I was so tired.

I am sorry you are not feeling well.
you confronted your therapist!!!!!! how do you feel now?
am sorry you are feeling tired.you could take a nap?
love to you

bizi