Hi Bobby & Bizi & Donna! Interesting & enjoyable conversation. Love hearing about the cats. I'm glad some things are getting fixed & people are being nice to you Bobby. God bless you!

Hi waking light.

How are you doing?

If you have introduced your self before forgive my questions.
just bizi

i took a bottle of magnesium citrate this morning and nothing happened. . i took another one two hours ago and I am so scared. i hope i go. i just went only a little
It worked. I was obsessing that I would need surgery and that they could find cancer I was just so frightened. I never had problems until I started taking these medications. Now I think I also have IBS..

I take 500mg of colace 200mg in am 300mg in the pm.
I think it is working .......still struggle but no impactions so that is good.
I have always had bowel management issues since taking meds. I am not drinking enough water though and getting not any exercise. I really need to
see if my gym is open. But think that might be a bad idea. They have huge fans circulating the air so it is always cold in there. Planet fitness. But then again it could circulate the germs....yikes.
bizi

Hey Bobby!

I think you can still believe in Divine Providence and get angry or rage. It's what you do with that feeling that matters though. But again, we are also just human, so that is why we need forgiveness. We need to forgive ourselves too. *hugs*
p.s. I speak from experience. I've gotten into moods in the past where it feels nearly impossible or even painful to suppress my wanting to act out on my anger...but afterwards, I do feel bad and try to make up for it. I dunno. I hope it's enough!

Speaking of hope. eh hem. The new (but old) band/aritst I'm currently into has some powerful lyrics. One such lyric is about hope. "Spread hope like fire." It also goes on to say "spread love like violence." I think you might have to think a bit about the latter one. Seems kinda like very opposite things, but I guess the point is that negative things spread so much easier than positive ones...but we need to strive to spread the positive ones as much or more than the negative ones. Right??

(I'm so very obsessed. Sorry for rambling on!)

i took my bath and finally was able to read. i snapped at marcia. rats
love
bobby

Hi, Bobby! I hope you get that call from your volunteer, & that you don't get flooded. Did you know today is U.S. Coast Guard Day? To celebrate, Mother Nature should give them all the extra water, so the storms can't flood anything. And you can cuddle up with a good book, all nice & dry, & listen to Josh Groban music. God bless you Bobby! And your kitties! Hugs & love to you!

Bobby

I forgot about the 75 dollars. Sorry.


And I'm glad you got your bath.

Donna

those don't work for me. why don't you get a recumbent bike. i think it is so dangerous to go to a gym. the virus is so easy to catch and even if you don't die from it it can cause so many awful permanent side effects.

practically every morning i wake up nauseated, another symptom of ibs.
love
bobby

i let her know and he charges 75 dollars if you miss. one more week won't matter and he wrote me instructions how to get off buspar.
fondly
bobby