I hope you had a nice nap.
(((((HUGS))))))
bizi

i called her after the phone and explained but she NEVER listens to her messages. that really irritates me. I am just so anxious besides depressed and my stomach hurts. what a mess.
fondly
bobby
i have never tried geodon and will ask my doctor if i can try it.

I was on geodon for a long time....hope it will help you! It is weight neutral.
((((HUGS)))))
love bizi

I am so anxious. Just sent the transfer application to my brokerage. My handwriting since the stroke is so bad and with high anxiety I sometimes make mistakes when somebody gives me instructions.
going to make some chamomile tea now and hope it calms me down. still don't know if i am gong to fast today

have you ever taken buspar? It helps with anxiety. Or celexa?
What is the med taht you are waiting on?
have a good day.
be very careful with paul since he is married. But you know this as much.
when did you meet him? how do you feel about him?

feel free to disregard this post as it is none of my business......

love bizi

i have never seen robert like this and have him be so open. he is a very private person unless he is talking about his doggies or computers. i will send him another note and say more prayers. i might say i would love to hear the fun you two growing up. he might not want to.
i just ordered some encoated peppermint oil and will start having them especially at night.
fondly,
bobby

Bobby

He may not but he might want to also. So that would be a nice
thing to do. Also next time you want to go and buy an shirt or
something maybe stop and instead go to a rescue place for
animals or someplace that is special to Robert, and send a small
donation in memory of his brother in his name.

That way you can also remember him in a way that Robert will feel
good too. If the way I said it makes sense.

Donna

thanks so very much. I know I have to start drinking a lot more water. I do love arugula and watercress and romaine lettuce. rats I also like salad dressing. I have been afraid to eat other vegetables that might trigger my IBS like cauliflower, brussel sprouts,and broccoli but maybe my new medication will now let me.
I will try five times a day.
I talk to a nutritionist on the 23 for my diabetes.
fondly
bobby

hugs to you! I had a stomach ache ad felt so constipated all yesterday. I stayed in bed practically all the time Finally I kept on having diarrhea this morning.. It was so awful. I am having coffee which I don't think I should be having. I am going to try noI had to eat and just have chamomile tea. I should probably have my stomach examined but I am terrified of going to a place to do it because of the virus. Three doctors know about my stomach and constipation issues I told you that one in four americans suffer from stomach issues and it has increased in the past ten years.
the good and bad news is I killed a roach this morning. Pudge slept with me all night. I love my printer and finally sent in a copy of my lease to SCRIE which freezes senior citizens' rents. I just have to send in my absentee application.
I went alone to the bank yesterday to name alice as a beneficiary for a stock. Chase says they don't do it. I am trying to transfer the stock to my brokerage which names Alice as my beneficiary. The bank is two blocks away and yesterday morning I had no trouble walking there and back. The weather was great. I was so proud of myself. I think this means that I will be able to go to my doctors' appointments by myself.
i still haven't gotten the medication my doctor said he would give me and i have't called him. now i don't want it. My friend Paul called a couple of days ago and described what it was like when he sometimes had depression. No way was mine ever severe as his. After talking to him he just reduced mine to sadness. He is such a nice guy. He is happily married. He said for me to call him when I want to and if he is busy he will just call me back. I told him I was afraid to call him because he is busy. He is a lawyer and recruits lawyers..
Yesterday I started the day okay but then had oatmeal and then started having the stomach issues. NO MORE Oatmeal. In the late afternoon I had a little pizza and then that really did me in. I knew not to have the pizza!
Love
bobby