i got a call from dorot and rachel said they were going to start having social work interns in september. i told her i was very interested.

Bobby

I wish you had waited till closer till Thursday to cancel your appointment
with your psychiatrist. I don't know if you can do that or not.

I wonder if you can talk to the secretary and let them know about the
flooding and no electricity problem is why.

Donna

i wonder if she eats too fast.
love
bobby

She doesn't eat that much, I think she is

depressed over the loss of hattie.
They were buddies. for a long time 11 years.
sad to hear her cry.....
thanks bobby.
love bizi

I still haven't heard from my doctor. My therapist's agency has their own psychiatrist. I had spoken with her and she was very nice. I think I will speak to her again and find out if she would give klonopin. If I switch to her I would not have to pay for the visits or the 50 dollars each month for perscription to get it.
I am also scared that what happens for some unknown reason she would stop being my therapist. I don't have that fear with mine and I don't know if he would give me the same rate if I dropped him and then asked to come back. I had an impossible time finding a psychiatrist before.
no stomach ache today but just had hard boiled eggs and coffee. The though of everything else makes me feel nauseated.
As usual I didn't sleep much, woke up very depressed and didn't feel well. Once I got up and took my antidepressant, I started feeling okay.

Bobby

how long has it been since you have heard from anyone in there office?

Maybe they are on vacation.

Donna

thanks. i felt relieved big time about fining another source of the bugs. I refused to open the bag and check for sweaters that were still good. I just didn't want to let go anymore bugs. Marci was unhappy. she probably wanted to see if she could get any of the good sweaters. no way did i want to take a chance.
I took a bad fall this morning and have a small egg size lump on my wrist and my neck hurts a little. I will throw out the shoes that I love i don't want to wait to see if marci wants them. i just want them out.. I finally had my hair cut. she is so fantastic.that is where i fell. I took a cab home which was a little more than a block and it cost me 7.50. I couldn't walk really.
tomorrow I will leave 45 minutes early for my 9 o clock doctor's appt. I will take a cab and then walk so slowly. I am scared.
I was so lucky I didn't hurt myself worse.
I am just really sad even though things are being taken care and abby has been acting like a kitten.
i am back to watching the news.
fondly
bobby

I don't like bugs or snakes or vermin or spiders....oh and fire ants!!!!!!
bizi
That would have freaked me out too.

just wrote an email to my doctor and said I haven't gotten the new medication and don't know what to do. I am depressed or sad and yesterday I wasn't. Right now my stomach isn't bothering me but have been having the worse time sleeping. I fall asleep early for a couple of hours and then I have big trouble sleeping more. I was searching the internet to find out how far back they found traces of humans. That strangely got me very upset o I finally stopped.
I did finish my absentee ballot and just have to put it in the mailbox.
Usually the antidepressant lasts a lot longer.I looked up some information on the Kaballah but then that got me depressed.
I hate so much being bipolar! It seems to get worse the older I get.