she drank a lot of water

every time I get really happy then I get severely depressed. It is awful. I think I am afraid of getting happy. I had therapy today and I spent a lot of time entertaining him. He is religious. I guess I am perverse.
I don't know why but I swear a lot with him. We talked a lot about my nephews. I signed up to do calls for Biden but now I am really afraid.

The art of living is more like wrestling than dancing. Marcus Aurelius
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I would not even know how to make calls for biden!
good for you bobby,what times will you try to call in the
evening?
love you,
bizi

Good for you Bobby.


I also wouldn't know how to do a call for anyone.

I'm getting irritated with these ads that pop up.

Donna

the senior center has been closed since the virus but I had stopped going when my friend killed himself a few years ago. I tried meals on wheels and a kosher one but I didn't like one and the other had some delicious stuff but was too fastening.
the nutritionist told me everything I knew but did say how important muscle was. I tried my bike for a few minutes. It didn't hurt but when I got off and tried to walk I was in so much pain. I have trouble sitting down because I am afraid I am going to fall. I can only stand for a few minutes. I started eating hamburgers in microwave. I have arugula and snap peas. The food is delivered and my wonderful doorman puts the food in the elevator and I get it or else a porter brings it up. I think they are afraid I am going to fall and I am weak so I can;t carry anything much and have to use my cane. My shoulder also really still hurts. Two of my doctors know about this but didn;t suggest xrays or anything, just time. I also order chinese food.
My spending is outrageous, I don't quite understand why I got back into the market. I lost so much years ago. I was so manic a monkey could have done better. I am also going to change my ira which will have more risk.
I heard frim aaron via email. He did try to call me on Friday but my phone wasn't working for a while and I didn't know it.
I have been speaking to a really sweet pastoral intern once a week.. I have moments during the week when I have lovely contact with volunteers.
can you believe I am drinking coffee and got out of bed to buy some batteries. I lost one of my kindles.
My friend alice doesn't think I am crazy. I asked her, She said nobody thinks that.
I am making progress on the roach situation.
My muscles were so bruised. I stumbled today.
love
bobby

you are such a dear. I had my cellphone next to the bathtub.
haven't heard from my nephew but I really needed to speak my mind.
i really don't care if i ever hear from any of them again.
fondly.bobby

i was extremely careful and had underwear on in case i couldn't and would have to call somebody from downstairs. there is a waitting list so my caseworker get exxtra help right.
fondly
bobby

it doesn't hurt when I use it but afterwards I really have a hard time walking. can you imagine I didn't even want to get up and make a cup of coffee?lol
fondly
bobby
it is a lot my lower back

Are you eating right?You may be hungry and weak because you have a low blood sugar?what have you been eating lately? Do you get meals on wheels, I know they are bland but you can doctor them up with spices and such. Are you going to the senior center any more, I think they served meals????
You could focus on your meals, plan them look up recipes order the foods items and cook for your self some times. Did you ever go see a nutritionist?
love
bizi