I am sort of relieved I didn't make it to the dentist. emotionally I am not prepared for hearing any more bad news. I buy special toothpaste for gum problems. I don't think they are bleeding any more. I also have two mouth washes for gums. I brush for 3 minutes. I was going every three months for a cleaning which cost 125 dollars twice and one with the dentist after cleaning for 200. it really adds up. i haven't gone since the virus.
for a while now my anxiety is through the roof but my depression is okay. i am swearing a lot but i think that is irritability.
the agency lied to Marci my aid and I got paranoid. She didn't show up on tuesday and I called the agency after an hour and was told she wasn't coming because somebody was coming in wednesday to take me to the dentist. they lied to marci and said twice I didn;t want her because I had an appt. with the dentist. f@#k them.
I will tell my caseworker today.
that benedryl didn't help my sleeping. bipolar is a nightmare, I refuse to get on the scale.
I sold another stock because I read there was a lawsuit against them..rats.
i might buy another stock that is undervalued and pays a good dividend.
aaron is going back to wisconsin for the holidays and won't be back until after the first. that will probably be the end of the calls which lasted over 6 months twice a week. they were only supposed to last for a month. aleya is going to meet her parents and brother in barain since they think it will safer than india because of the virus.
love
bobby
my caseworker is getting me an occupational therapist and sessions over the phone. boy do i feel nits.

I also would be upset with them about Marci. I think your caseworker
needs to talk to them about how much you can have help.

That Marci can come her usual days, and then you can have help with
doctor's appointments. But that honestly might need to be ordered
by your doctor I don't know. But after the porter and the assistant
both saw what happened yesterday that should be no real problem.

So please have them both talk to your caseworker and doctor if necessary.

Donna

she answered me.

I am so glad that she answered you.

50 years is a long time for friendship!
love bizi

wow I hope they do.
fondly
bobby

A shower bench! perfect for over the tub. This is great some of my clients use them.
I would take a shower with some one there just to be safe. She can work while you shower.
love
bizi

i don't know what to do-i am worrying so much
love
bobby
took another bath

still no response. i decided i am sure she is okay. she is a friend for over 50 years.

you wouldn't get a chair that i just bought? then you wouldn't have to worry about balance and you would feel safe? What is the cause of your balance problems?
fondly
bobby

At this point I'm not sure what the balance problem is. It used
to be vertigo. I had a really bad problem with that from birth.
But I was in physical therapy for over a year helping with that.

Its much better, but know that I've written it out. It might be slightly
back. Thanks I know my exercises for it. I'll start them again and see
if that helps.

Donna