i think this is torture.
had 2 1/2 mg of clonazepam yesterday ..the times are too stressful.
love you
bobby

Yes there is a lot of stress right now....wonder when we will know of the results of the election. still could be awhile.
sorry this is so stressful, you are not alone!
(((((HUGS)))))
love bizi

Marci and the porter turned around the bed so it is fine. I cancelled the futon.
fondly
bobby the sleepless one

I am glad they were able to turn your bed for you and that you canceled the futon.
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

I had a great session with my therapist yesterday. I was almost crying because I have been having such a hard time. In a way my brutal fall still even makes me think a few times before I get out of bed. My balance is so awful. I hardly leave my apartment and usually somebody brings up my packages. I have little exposure to the virus.
He got me talking about my job as a former psychologist and brought up al sorts of great memories. Most were crystal clear. I loved so many of the kids and a couple of mothers.

danny is so healthy. robert gives him very long walks. He monitors the hamburg and chewies I five him. He eats a lot of hamburger that I give him. He is one cool dog.Robert as usual is a master with him.Danny was really tough at first and robert almost returned him.
How hold was the kitty? I am so scared when mine die.
love
bobby

I don't know how old was his robbie cat. and don't know the details of his illness. I just know that Jimmy said he did not want to talk about it. I sent him money in a christmas card and said how proud we are of him for passing the bar in RI the first time and sorry about robbie. We won't be seeing him this year. his parents my sisters son, are going out there to have christmas with him.
My twin sister is visiting my niece, went to her graduation from PA school with honors in nashville TN. She may be going back to IN for a job. nights in an ER. my other niece just became a deputy sheriff again in NC so did her hubby.That means emmy will go to day care.


It is scary when our pets get sick.one year we had 3 cats all ill and on different antibiotics they all recovered thank fully.


we leave on tuesday and will not have internet for 12 days.
I will be thinking of everyone here and wishing you a safe new years, we will get back by new years eve. so I will check in.
love

bizi

i haven't gotten the second stimulus check yet.another source of depression.
my therapist is too much of an optimist or denier. he didn't believe there would be an attempted coup. then i was bad. I baited him and repeated how high I scored on my IQ test in college.
he isn't making me feel better but maybe I can't.

that would be fantastic. do you have a webcam? I have used it but I haven't set it up. Dorot offers free courses. do you have free long distance calling? You and I could call Dorot and get instructions if so.
fondly
bobby