thanks for asking. I feel lousy physically. Yesterday I talked for over an hour with Linda.We laughed so much. She is so sharp and witty.
she was always smarter than me. what a memory.She reminded me why i didn't marry Steve.

we were never competive and always laughed so much with our perverse sense of humor.we laughed so much yesterday again. I pray so hard that she will beat this cancer for a third time. I told her three was a charm. she took away my loneliness and made me feel connected. she is one great story teller. My bipolar never came up...too busy laughing.
love
bobby
i just feel she will be okay. She was one of the very few bright spots in my childhood,
love
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Thank you for sharing with us about Linda. nice to know that you have that good of a friend.
bizi

Glad you had a good new year Bobby. Its my internet at home that is
down. Till I can get a new version or company. Still waiting to find out
which. At&t says the dsl is too old, and it needs to be universe. But they
don''t know if it comes in my area. Hmmm, odd that all my area seems
to have. But I might not be able too.

Oh well I'm at Derrick's at least part of the week to do my job and
stuff.

Donna

dear bobby, just wanted to offer a hug if you like:
((((((((HUGS)))))))
bizi

i don't feel well. I am terrified if I got Robert mad.I would be lost without him and he does have a temper.I wrote him to ask if he needed meat for danny but he hasn't answered me yet.
I didn't sleep most of the night.
I don't go outside so I don't know about the weather. It didn't. I confronted the therapist and he took it well. I told him he wasn't empathic. He took it well and gave me a ton of compliments..
I just feel so helpless and terrified.
love
bobby with tears in her eyes. aaron and Linda called but I was so tired.

I am sorry you are not feeling well.
you confronted your therapist!!!!!! how do you feel now?
am sorry you are feeling tired.you could take a nap?
love to you

bizi

today was another rough day.Robert took Pudge too the vet for a booster shot. I a, so helpless. He wanted her to be in the crate. Pudge knows what the crate means. Finally I called downstairs for a porter to see if he could get her. He got her one two three. I gave him six dollars. I got upset with Robert. after twenty minutes, they called and said she was really to come home. I left a message with ribert. Eventually after 2 hours he picked her up. poor Pudge. I was frantic and full of rage. Before that I had trouble selling a stock. It said I didn't own it. what a fu#$king mess. eventually it worked out and I got my price..too much stress. the news is stressing me out and the virus is stressing me out and my trouble walking and my stomach , my cataracts and my mouth are stressing me out.
one more therapy and will resume in 8 eights.
I did enjoy one of my lectures. Aaron said he would call but didn't. I was hoping he wouldn't. I am so ambivalent about my therapist.He mentions my having a terrace too much. I need help not a fu@king terrace to fill greatful for.

sounds like you maybe could get or need a new therapist.
She doesn't sound therapeutic at all. Can you confront her?

Is it cold there bobby, do you guys have snow?
The weather has been nice her, but we will be having some really cooler nights 30-40's, 50's during the day.
Have you been able to read yet? what about getting on your bike.
I hope you have better days ahead. This day sounds awful for you.
sorry you are suffering.
love bizi

Hugs for you, Bobby!!
Thinking about you. Thinking about all of you here! ❤

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