i just spoke with my new pastoral intern. she will be a rabbi in a year. she sounds so nice and has a beautiful voice. we will speak every monday.
i am in a good mood.
also figured out this morning what to eat for my diabetes and to lose weight.
i forgot if i mentioned i had 1 1/2 pies. so out of control.
now reading a candy book-historical romantic novel.
love
bobby

I hope the pie is all gone and that you would not buy any more since you have made a decision.
I need to desperately lose weight is up 5 pounds over the last 2 months.

i haven't made a decision. where did you get that from? i will wait. i really like my new therapist. she said it might be a good idea not to order food when i am depressed. she also suggested when somebody gets me irritated to make myself scare and protect myself. she keeps how stressing that i have to take care of myself. she is so upbeat. she loves animals too.
i hope you can control your eating and drinking.. do you know what is triggering it?
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bobby

hey bobby,
I don't know where I got the idea that you had made a decision.
sorry.
I am glad that you have some one in your life that is so helpful

to you and she sounds like a joy to talk to, very affirming and upbeat.
She is a treasure for you glad that she is your therapist.


love bizi
I only had less than 2 beers today, am going to see

if I can control my self and not have any gin and tonics.
I have been having heart burn really bad every night.
we will see how that goes.

i had another great session with my other therapist.I old him i had one and a half pies this weekend because i was really depressed. he said id they make you feel better and i said yes. he said that maybe once a month i should get one.he said after a very long time he finally got ice cream with crushed heath bars and so enjoyed it.
proceeded to tell him that i figured out why i kept on seeing my sister rotting in her coffin and jus realized that i hate my sister and mother because there so cruel to me. he said that was fine. he said that if i destroyed their tombs that wouldn't be good and it would go against judaism. he said again that in the ten commandments he said that to honor your parents just refers to their giving you birth. he knows a lot about judaism. i kept on asking him questions and he came up with thoughtful answers.
love
bobby

i was shocked.aaron called and he said he would call on friday. since is wife just came last friday i thought he would be to busy to call.
now i have to think of something interesting.
love
bobby

I am so glad that you have people in your life that are a joy.
You deserve to have a lot of joy in your life.
love bizi

i have never gotten so much support in my entire life. it s so wonderful. the name of this thread is really appropriate.
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bobby

Hey Bobby

I still love the name of this! I'm so glad Aaron called, I think that goes to show he gets as much from the calls as you do. I just think its great you are being shown
by so many at the present time you matter.

Donna

what a nice and true thing to say donna!
love bizi