Bobby

I think your just scared of change. Many of us are scared of change.

Will your neighbor be home this week end. So if you need help you
could call her. Just thinking out loud.

And I hate to tell you it honestly doesn't matter if you drink or not.
I don't drink and I had breast cancer more than once.
At least now I can't or am not supposed to be able to anymore.

Donna

i think you must be very right about change. right now i am so irritable. my friend linda had breast cancer three times. this time she had a double mastectomy. she doesn't drink but she has always eaten a lot of red meat. i read milk products can cause breast cancer. i have a lot of half and half in my coffee. i have never had a mammogram. i couldn't handle breast cancer. you are so very brave and strong and so wonderful.
my neighbor has lung cancer. a long time ago she had throat cancer. now i don't have anything to do with her. she called and told me about the lung cancer. when i have called several times and left a voice message and have sent her an email but she hasn't responded.
love
bobby

I think my pdoc told me that when I was taking geodon it had to be taken with food/a meal. 12 hours apart. I took it at noon, big meal of the day. and at midnight before I went to bed.( but did not eat a meal at that time)....



love bizi

this isn't geodon and i only have coffee in the morning and i usually don't have dinner.
love
bobby

i am just so very depressed. i should turn off the ac but i don't feel like it. aaron call yesterday to see if i was all right after the storm. i said all was fine and i slept through it.

Bobby

I'm sorry your so depressed, I think sometimes its just the world right now.
I hope your days start going better. When it comes to the AC that will
be a decision for you when it starts getting cooler and you don't need
the air.

Donna

you are so right again. the news is so very painful and so many people are really suffering. that hurts me so much that it might not be bipolar. i read that there is a new mutation that the vaccines can't prevent.
i turned off my ac.
fondly
bobby

If your talking about the delta variant its the one that everyone is
getting right now.

Donna :grouphug::hug:

i am talking about mu. What do we know about Mu, the new Covid strain designated a variant of interest by WHO? | Evening Standard
love
bobby

i think i have gotten a lot worse since suri died. i now have so much negativity and anger coming out. i am furious at trump's putting in that a@@hole postmaster general who biden can't get out. there is a way.
our stamps will go up and are mail will be delayed. i don't know if the motivation is either to privatize it so somebody can make a fortune or else hinder mail in voting. i am old and won't live that much longer but i am so upset about climate change i wonder if God is so disgusted with us He has walked away.
sorry for the rant. i could go on but i will stop.
thank God for kitty cats.

maybe i am finally beginning to assert myself

i just ordered 12 packages of low sodium lentil soup. it is great for diabetes.
Using Lentils to Help Manage Type 2 Diabetes – Lentils.org
i ordered another book i have been waiting for by susan elizabeth phillips..
she is so great. yesterday i reread another book by her. i will finish it this morning. i spent all day reading it yesterday and it put me in a great mood.
so relieved i don't need the ac. i feel relieved about changing doctors even if i don't know if she won't give clonazepam. the kitties have been super friendly. i feel unburdened by my decision to end my friendship with zeynep.