I just wrote an email to my friend from fifth grade, Like Alice, Kathy didn't respond to my fantastic news about Geodon. She knew that I thought a lot about wanting to die because I was tired of the depression. I am so disappointed and sad but not depressed. I even told her recently that I wanted to die and she made no comment or offered support. I asked her why she didn;t comment and she said she didn't know what to say. She had been through therapy for so many years Yes i know she suffered greatly when her daughter of two or three years old died from cancer but does have a wonderful marriage and does have a son and a granddaughter and grandson.
Her mother who died from cancer really liked me and kept on telling Kathy why didn't she read like me. Kathy saw the horrible interactions with my mother. Soon after my mother died Kathy called and went on and on how sad she was because a friend's mother died. I finally asked her if he had any family. She said he had a a wife, children and some brothers and sisters. I told her I had nobody. I didn't speak to her for at least five years after that conversation. I couldn't deal with her,
I just don't understand. She always brings up what a fantastic tennis player I was.She did offer to go with me when I had the booster and has offered to take me outside for a meal..
When I told aaron he sounded so happy for me. Robert said it was a miracle pill.